Why People Are Like That Even Myself...? why?

So many times we go through life and don't realize the consequences of our actions, or is it that we don't care anymore. Either way, why are we all so oblivious to the pain of others?? Why, when we see our opening to come between two people do we jump at the chance?? Why do we make remarks that cut people so deep at times that leaves a scar that last forever?? Why do we feel the need to constantly put strain on people when they are already on the edge of losing it all?? Why don't people seem to care anymore about common decency and compassion for others?? All some care about is themselves and feeding their need for attention in whatever way they can get it, so what if they tear people apart or hurt them so badly with their words or actions as long as they get their fix, they don't care. It's a shame how human beings become so obsessed with themselves and their needs that they forget to be kind and caring to one another. They forget to treat people with respect and decency....compassion and love. They forget to treat them the way they themselves want to be treated. Is that such a bad thing to strive for??

6/10/2010 Sunny Day But Going To Rain

I was on my way back to home I was so stress by my teachers in school and parents at home... but one thing really make me lose out of control is one of my teacher,she blame us on we didn't did well in the previous exam she scolding us like no other people business I was think to slap her on the spot where I'm sitting but I can't hurt teachers is against the rules...no choice but to keep those feelings inside me, reached home saw my parents I really want to tell about my life in school but they just can't stop arguing with one and another so is better off if I keep my mouth shut..open my com...saw one message that other people commented on my wall they ask me teacher are they same with our parents and I answered yes....is so obvious that shows in my life teacher and parents are the same they just think that scolding is the way to solve everything well.....I was so stress on that day and someone just keep asking something annoyed me I replied him by asking how about you slap your parents and slap your teacher see if they react the same? he scold and said WTF you talking man then I say if you not sanctify with my answer think your own...he keep scolding me until I was so mad and "WROTE" on my facebook wall about those bad thing about teachers

7/10/2010 Early morning starts with rain end with a storm

on the next day I was ill in my bed,I barely move my head was so unconscious my mom advise me to stay home for awhile and guest what about the time 10:35-10:40 there's a phone call from the discipline teacher he called up my parents and ask about where am I, why I'm not in school...my father was angry and he scold me what have I done!!!? I was silence for awhile I didn't know what I did wrong...? so I with my father went to school I was holding a strong headache flue with me... Reached to school all the teachers already been expecting about our arriver we went to the head discipline and ask my situation...there's a discipline teacher bring in a paper and ask me if I can access to my facebook I was think OH Shit is about the teachers thingy and it came out really is about that case they say I'm in a critical stand now I might been expel from the school for the cost I wrote in facebook... they sent my case to the ministry department discipline to handle this case...I was been scold all the way back home and my parents shout YOU ARE GROUNDED!!!!! "thought that came in mind" (I was so ill and you are still shouting at me..can you stop and look at me!?) after that I was force by my parent to write apology letter in facebook to all teachers... after a few minutes when I done writing it.. my engineering teacher sent me a private message she say do you know those word you use are so hurting? she asked am I not good enough to teach you? she say I'm a fast learner but I don't appreciated for what I have learn.......after reading it I was shock and my tears started to fall... she say she have resined her job and stop teaching me and she wish me good for the coming exam and SPM.. I was angry with one teacher..." ONE TEACHER ONLY " but I wrote to all teacher... I felt so regrade and full of pain in my heart after that...I think about suicide each day and pretend I'm happy in front of my friends because no matter what happens I won't show my sad emotion in front to my friends that's a promise I made with my bestest best friend name David although he's same age with me but he is a very wise guy and he taught me a lot.... after this incident I promise myself too never hurt the person you love or the person who's love me

After a few days a teacher came to me and advise me to transfer is for the best for both party teachers and me.. I told my parents about it they immediately call me to transfer and I didn't know is... Seafield and SMK USJ 13 I go report myself there they straight away approve me with no other words... I was happy with it but I'm sad with my engineering teacher I was wondering how she doing now?so as people say live have to go on just don't repeat the same mistake that's enough.....