Incident that happens might change my whole life forever

This incident happens on 16/11/2010 (Tuesday)

my dad apparently looks tired and after he ate dinner he went to bed

so...there noting wrong in the 1st day

17/11/2010(Wednesday)

at early morning same as usual I woke at 4:30 a.m

and my Mon wake at 7:25 a.m but my dad still slping

my mom call me to let him rest then I juz leave him there on the bed

so until it reaches noon I ask my mom

me : Mummy y dad still not awake??

my mom : he's too tired may b

me : can I wake him up??

mom : better don't juz let him rest

me : ok...

at the Evening my dad still won't get up....

and my mom was cooking fish head meehun (a dish)

so this time my mom say "u try to ask him if he 1 2 eat?"

then I go inside his room and wake him

I ask him dad u 1 2 eat dinner???

he shake his head and say no....

*I was thinking*

(ok then...suit yourself )

so until night he didn't even eat..I mean the whole day he didn't eat

so when 11:00p.m I ask agn b4 my mom keeps everything

I ask "dad if u still don't 1 2 eat mummy will keep everything edi"

after my dad heard it (may be/I think he heard it)

he snore *ORKE!!!!!ORKE!!!!!!ORKE!!!!!!*

each time he does it is getting even louder

so...I think he lazy to wake up lar

then I leave him alone

18/11/2010(Thursday)

morning woke up at 4:30 a.m as usual agn...

my mom woke up and my sis gtg for tuition Chemistry...? is it...? lol??

so after my mom fetch ppl to tuition and my sis to tuition too

she came back and she say wat she going to cook w8 the day....

so I think is time that my dad should wake edi it been too long for him to slp

I ran into his room I shake his leg!!!!! dad!!!!! dad!!!! then he answer me

WHAT~!!!!!! *by scolding* I said wake up edi don't keep slping

suddenly he open his eyes I saw his left eyes ran out of space

is like so freaking scary and that time the room was so smelly bcoz he didn't take 1 bath for 2 days

I quickly help him up...but...while helping...me.....

I shout!!!! MUMMY COME NOW bcoz that time I lack of strength

he is too big size and I can't carry neither help him

so my mom rush in as well and saw my dad

my mom say faster bring him into the toilet help him take a bath so he can b awake

we move him using more then 20 minute to the bath room

we cut away his shirt and help him take a bath

that time we juz though that bcoz he 1 day didn't have anything to eat that's y he can't move

or no strength to move

after bath we try to move him to his bed agn to let him rest and we r planning to feed him

but bcoz of the toilet water is too slippery so we can't make any chances to let him slip

but he still instead to move and stand we don't allow him to move bcoz we scared he will hurt himself

so we called the ambulance....actually we juz call the emergency department to help us to carry my dad to his bed

but they called the ambulance so nvm lar

my sis what called back home from his tuition

the ambulance carrier arrive and look at him

they say he might been stroke

I was like!!!!!!! WTF my dad is in stroke???

the carrier say: "we must sent ur father to the hospital to have future more observation and confirm-ability "

so...ok lor we help them and sent my dad to the hospital at Serdang

the ambulance drove damn fast

I think the truck can bet a lightning strike

we reach to Serdang Hospital by using 10-15 minute

is about 12:20 p.m edi we register my dad by paying only RM1

is CHEAPER then the last time I been to hospital

well....they sent my dad to the yellow door which wrote on Zon Separa Kritikal

I think is ok lar he juz tired or wat...

at about 2p.m my sis friend came along

and wow they look after my sis very well

they really are true FRIENDS

and this type of friends hard to be find I'm glad my sister knew them

we all wait and wait until 4:30p.m got some of my sis friend gtg edi

for....tuition and.....other things

but there 3 people which haven't go back

that is Oon Hui,Soo Yin,Kelvin

they stay with us until shadow dark cloud (night)came

I can't believe is.... about 6:45 something my sis

go ask the counter how was my dad

they go check and find out that my dad been sent to the red door which is Zon Kritikal

my sister was so sad and start to cry

I was worry too....and sad...but juz can't cry I have no idea y...

when night The doctor say they 1 2 c my whole family members

so there's where Kendly and Jeremy came

they fetch my mom along as well

so the report say my dad confirm have a stroke edi

and he have inner bleeding in his brain

My dad is advice to transfer to GHKL

bcoz in Serdang don't have specialist doctor 4 his illness

so the transfer have been made and thx to Soo Yin and Kelvin

they reli spend a lot of Petrol/time/asking direction on the way to the GHKL

and they lead us there they reli spend the night with us we go GHKL that time is edi 11:50 something and they both r still there c there's anything to help or not

this IS WHAT I CALL A COMPLETE PERFECT FRIENDS

and kelvin borrows us his phone bcoz my phn,sis phn and my mom's phn are dead

I mean completely dead it means no battery completely

then they go back about 12:40 a.m

so me and my sis and my mom waiting for my dad

and about 2:10a.m my dad came out from the Zon Emergency GHKL

and we were lead to the Wad Saraf is were all patient rest there

reach edi 3:10 a.m this morning

I was extremely exhaustered but can't slp until now I'm still awake.....

Why...Why...and..Why....

Everyone knows growing is a process that everyone have to go through even THE GOD have to go through this growing process....a lot of people start to think at their young age what they are gonna do in the future why is this so...?is it having a aim now is good?how you know before your time comes may be the world is starting to met the end...?so what for having those thinking and stress yourself at young age study to score many A's isn't that stupid??? giving to much hope it will only brings more despair in the future.Now you might have the aim for your future and by using that aim you study hard that's good but what if you study so hard at the end you can't even get what you wanted...? many people scold me for the words and sentence that I made... they yelled at me "if you don't try how you know!!!?" well.... is not that matter on how you know or how you get it and there's no point getting it we don't born with books we born with knowledge let me tell you do you know WHY!!! people studying so hard!?? is bcoz they need

1)to face the society

2)to face their parents

3)to gain knowledge

if you are studying to gain knowledge I don't mind but study just to face the SOCIETY and your PARENTS????parents always taught their children to study hard and get more A's in result to get a better job in the future.... Job there's no worse or best.... is just base on your interest you you can't say those people who do jobs like prostitute,people who helps you to clear your trash cans , deliver are worse and a shame you cannot say that....!!! I mean YOU CANNOT EVEN MENTION IT OR THINK OF IT!!!! if just like you say those jobs are lower degree and lower payment what happen if everyone don't do those kind of job?are you going to clear your own trash cans??? are going to deliver things YOURSELF!!!???

Got one of my uncle last time he work as a delivery boy about 40years ago he pass by one roll of rich people houses got one of them came out and called my uncle to stop she brings out her children and pointed to my uncle and say " this is what going to happen to you if you don't study hard" My uncle that time was so sad and despair how can a person say those words!!!!! become a delivery boy izit really that bad!?? he ask himself a lot of time and he now he said the answer is a NO... he told me every part of his life and how he have been through such a sadness life but now you see he is a Doctor from a delivery boy to a doctor? can you imagine???I was wondering what happen to those rich people? their children....what happen now??? doing delivery??? haha I hope they do so and learn their lesson

Don't let books cover you,you should be the one who covers the book.... what books have taught us is all other peoples creation,discoveration and their solution.... we studying the wrong thing if we keep follow the books we will never improve...think out of the box is the main thing to do... not just base on book..(everyone don't get it wrong I didn't say book is useless I just say books is not everything) we study books just to face the society remember that.... do you think exam is useful? let me tell you exam IS NOT USEFUL AT ALL.... some people might say exam is to prove how much you know about that subject... well let me tell you...people can just memories the whole book and they get excellent result in all exam/test... is it that call KNOWING THE SUBJECT??? you just memories it and A is in your hands so what exam/test for? to see how well you memories the book!!? is it...? don't study just to get the A,study because you want to know/learn... Do more experiment and experience how that thing works not just read the book... I really hate parents which FORCE their children TO STUDY...everyday papers comes out and there's are children committing suicide BCOZ CAN'T ACHIEVE THEIR PARENTS TARGET parents are you really stupid!!!? do you really need your children to study for you!!!??? are you willing to lose a life then forcing them to study!!!??? My parent scold me for writing this then I ask them why?? why can't I write this?? why is it bcoz I point out all parents doing to their children??? my parents even say is bcoz of us..we as a children don't know what parents are thinking...my parent say they force us to study is for the good of our future.I know study hard can make us find a "GREAT" job... what happen is... we as a children we are still young and not that smart to think...shouldn't parent guild us if we don't know which is good or bad? but parents just don't understand as well... there's a family in Singapore his older son pass away from jumping off 10 story building bcoz didn't get the target of A's that his parents needed.... his sister told in front all of the people she say while crying really sadly watching her brother die in front of her..she said my brother is not that smart he just know that if he don't study hard and get A's my parent will wack him,hit him,some times even take belt to wack on his back so is this a parents doing or a gangster doing? parent should guild us on a right track not guild us to one tunnel and thats the end of the road... Nowadays parent don't know how to behave as a parent that makes children don't behave on behalf their age... we children sometimes do things wrong is not because we don't know that doing is wrong is just that we follow what our parents did... people say "parent is the role modal of a child" and that is true about it... we children don't know how to differentiate what's right what's wrong...ok some other children might mature enough to know which is right or wrong but bcoz of their parents keep doing thing which is not good make them feel like if he does it also not wrong... do you guys get it!!?? O.o?

well....never mind if I wrote so many and if you all still can't understand is ok I just can only dedicate this song to you "CRY ON MY SHOULDER" if you feel sad or feel stress don't mind sharing it with me I'm be glad to be your listener and your entertainer is like a person crying and I'm his/her shoulder...I will guild you with all my will...Parents hope you understand some times we children don't study we also have our reason so please do understand us

I'll tell you guys one story to point out how smart is the student instead of a world best-est professor....one day there's a tutor visit on a science lab research centre, there's a kid which is very naughty and disturbing when the school reach the science lab everyone was full with question in their heads and keep asking the professor what is this what is that...that naught kid was left alone bcoz he scared and afraid to ask...so he act like he knew everything and start to bullshit to all other students in the lab and say "ah ya this 1 I know lar,that 1 I know lar" so there this one professor looking at him like a disrespect to the creation that he made so he walk forward and ask where are you from? what's your parents name? that kid answer "Y I must tell you?" the professor went angry and scold the kid to get out!!! the kid then say "ok professor since you so "SMART" how about we play a game i will ask you one question if you cannot answer my question you give me RM10.then you ask me one question if I can't answer yours I will give you RM1 fair??" the professor agree and so this game begins

professor question the kid

Which animal average brain have the size of it's body?(answer is ant)

the kid answer "duno" and gave the professor RM1

so is the kid turn and he ask which cow have 6 legs but no tail?

professor *thinking* for quite a moment then he say "duno" so he give the kid RM10

then is the professor turn,he ask which object is 3x hotter than the SUN(answer a lightning bolt)

the kid can't answer so he give the professor the RM1

later on is the Kid turn so he asked what is my grandfather name?

the professor *thinking*(are you joking me?) then the whole crowded people laughing and say professor you been cheat by this young kid then only the professor realize no matter how the question goes the kid sure still win the money bcoz from what the small kid ask is no logic question but got to answer his question only can avoid paying the small kid

To all parents please don't think children are not smarter than you.... some times is better that you listen to them instead of they listen to you get it? respect them although they might be young but they might be the universal teacher that no one knows.... don't ever think that you are smarter than anyone

Love Represents Everything To Me

Well this is all my latest drawing is all related to Love and how to love in the picture it show how much that I want a person to Love me and how much I can love a person

well....a Love can be shown or apply when there are 2 party's around

Actually myself I never think of couple or finding my the other half (mate) bcoz my life is completely full with pain and hurting scene so I don't want my the other mate feel the same as mine I kept everything inside of me but when things ran over the limit I just will burst it out by hurting people or screams

My parents didn't treat me the way I want them to be and they just scream to one and another about their works and attitude....things that happen outside they bring back home let their children to suffer what have they suffered....they just don't think what's gonna happen to the kid if they do so....they just scold for no reason they just beat for no reasons just to release their stress... we as a children are not meant to be born and to be torture like this... don't treat us like we aren't your children

Well....a huge painful life have change until I found my first she taught everything about love to me she even taught me how to treat people that used to be treated and taught me how to find true friends or a better mate in the future I'm glad that she taught me that much I though I can be with her forever but she say we can be together coz I don't understand her that's what she say...on that day she broke up with me I feel sad and scared that I will fall back to the Life I don't want to be in... I change myself by search all kind of research and experience on Love and regrading relationship with other

after 2 years of researching and now here I am I have learn a lot of things girls and guys and how they react when they have contact with the other sex and much much more information

for me now I couple with other is not just for Love but also understanding and knowledge that get from the other mate so.... hope in the future my true mate will never be suffered bcoz of me

I love you til the day I die
no matter now or in the future I'll still love you
through all pain and tough time
but now I stay in Heaven
and you are still guiding my grave
so..before I die I wish to bring you with me
and guild you above the heavens
I LOVE YOU 당신을 사랑합니다

Rain

A lot of people thinks that rain is just a few drops of water from the sky but...for me I feel like the rain is a sign of the heaven tears....heaven is crying for human race they feel sad for our action and deeds but human just don't realize it.... there's a story told by a wise friend of mine

This story is about a family with a father having the 3rd stage of cancer....the story starts I am always mesmerized by rain fall. I get lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child come pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. Her voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in. “Mom, let’s run through the rain,” she said.

“What?” Mom asked.

“Let’s run through the rain!” she repeated.

“No, honey. We’ll wait until it slows down a bit,” Mom replied.

This young child waited about another minute and repeated her statement. “Mom. Let’s run through the rain.”

“We’ll get soaked if we do,” Mom said.

“No, we won’t, Mom. That’s not what you said this morning,” the young girl said as she tugged at her Mom’s arm.

“This morning? When did I say we could run through the rain and not get wet?”

“Don’t you remember? When you were talking to Daddy about his cancer, you said, “If God can get us through this, He can get us through anything!”

The entire crowd stopped dead silent. I swear you couldn’t hear anything but the rain. We all stood silently. No one came or left in the next few minutes. Mom paused and thought for a moment about what she would say.

Now some would laugh it off and scold her for being silly. Some might even ignore what was said. But this was a moment of affirmation in a young child’s life. A time when innocent trust can be nurtured so that it will bloom into faith.

“Honey, you are absolutely right. Let’s run through the rain. If God lets us get wet, well maybe we just needed washing,” Mom said. Then off they ran. We all stood watching, smiling and laughing as they darted past the cars and yes through the puddles. They held their shopping bags over their heads just in case. They got soaked. But they were followed by a few believers who screamed and laughed like children all the way to their cars. Perhaps inspired by their faith and trust. I want to believe that somewhere down the road in life, Mom will find herself reflecting back on moments they spent together, captured like pictures in the scrapbook of her cherished memories.

Maybe when she watches proudly as her daughter graduates. Or as her Daddy walks her down the aisle on her wedding day. She will laugh again. Her heart will beat a little faster. Her smile will tell the world they love each other.

But only two people will share that precious moment when they ran through the rain believing that God would get them through. And Yes, I did. I ran. I got wet. I needed washing.

To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under the heaven.

I was born in 1994....I was born with a weak lungs my doctor said if I do anything which is over excess to my lungs I will die....well on first I don't no anything about it until I jog in around my house suddenly my lung felt so hard to breath I thought I going to die on that split second but everything change when I fell in to my house pool I thought I was drowning myself can't believe is I felt like...I gain back my breathing system...and something shocked happens there's a bright light right in font of me....I was awake and I saw myself lying on top of the ground and it was raining that time.... My head felt so dizzy...from that day onwards I start to like water neither the rain....every time I jump inside the pool I can see everything even my life that's why now you can see me most of the time in the pool

Rain comes and falls

which no set of time when it falls

I want a to control the rain falls

because when I'm sad

there's rain to cover for me

sadness beyond will leave me

so rain I really glad that God didn't take you away

because without you my life ends straight away

so please don't go away

I need you when time says

rain you bring wonder to this world

that shows me what is world

let me live on,on this world

thanks Rain you are always there for me

Why People Are Like That Even Myself...? why?

So many times we go through life and don't realize the consequences of our actions, or is it that we don't care anymore. Either way, why are we all so oblivious to the pain of others?? Why, when we see our opening to come between two people do we jump at the chance?? Why do we make remarks that cut people so deep at times that leaves a scar that last forever?? Why do we feel the need to constantly put strain on people when they are already on the edge of losing it all?? Why don't people seem to care anymore about common decency and compassion for others?? All some care about is themselves and feeding their need for attention in whatever way they can get it, so what if they tear people apart or hurt them so badly with their words or actions as long as they get their fix, they don't care. It's a shame how human beings become so obsessed with themselves and their needs that they forget to be kind and caring to one another. They forget to treat people with respect and decency....compassion and love. They forget to treat them the way they themselves want to be treated. Is that such a bad thing to strive for??

6/10/2010 Sunny Day But Going To Rain

I was on my way back to home I was so stress by my teachers in school and parents at home... but one thing really make me lose out of control is one of my teacher,she blame us on we didn't did well in the previous exam she scolding us like no other people business I was think to slap her on the spot where I'm sitting but I can't hurt teachers is against the rules...no choice but to keep those feelings inside me, reached home saw my parents I really want to tell about my life in school but they just can't stop arguing with one and another so is better off if I keep my mouth shut..open my com...saw one message that other people commented on my wall they ask me teacher are they same with our parents and I answered yes....is so obvious that shows in my life teacher and parents are the same they just think that scolding is the way to solve everything well.....I was so stress on that day and someone just keep asking something annoyed me I replied him by asking how about you slap your parents and slap your teacher see if they react the same? he scold and said WTF you talking man then I say if you not sanctify with my answer think your own...he keep scolding me until I was so mad and "WROTE" on my facebook wall about those bad thing about teachers

7/10/2010 Early morning starts with rain end with a storm

on the next day I was ill in my bed,I barely move my head was so unconscious my mom advise me to stay home for awhile and guest what about the time 10:35-10:40 there's a phone call from the discipline teacher he called up my parents and ask about where am I, why I'm not in school...my father was angry and he scold me what have I done!!!? I was silence for awhile I didn't know what I did wrong...? so I with my father went to school I was holding a strong headache flue with me... Reached to school all the teachers already been expecting about our arriver we went to the head discipline and ask my situation...there's a discipline teacher bring in a paper and ask me if I can access to my facebook I was think OH Shit is about the teachers thingy and it came out really is about that case they say I'm in a critical stand now I might been expel from the school for the cost I wrote in facebook... they sent my case to the ministry department discipline to handle this case...I was been scold all the way back home and my parents shout YOU ARE GROUNDED!!!!! "thought that came in mind" (I was so ill and you are still shouting at me..can you stop and look at me!?) after that I was force by my parent to write apology letter in facebook to all teachers... after a few minutes when I done writing it.. my engineering teacher sent me a private message she say do you know those word you use are so hurting? she asked am I not good enough to teach you? she say I'm a fast learner but I don't appreciated for what I have learn.......after reading it I was shock and my tears started to fall... she say she have resined her job and stop teaching me and she wish me good for the coming exam and SPM.. I was angry with one teacher..." ONE TEACHER ONLY " but I wrote to all teacher... I felt so regrade and full of pain in my heart after that...I think about suicide each day and pretend I'm happy in front of my friends because no matter what happens I won't show my sad emotion in front to my friends that's a promise I made with my bestest best friend name David although he's same age with me but he is a very wise guy and he taught me a lot.... after this incident I promise myself too never hurt the person you love or the person who's love me

After a few days a teacher came to me and advise me to transfer is for the best for both party teachers and me.. I told my parents about it they immediately call me to transfer and I didn't know is... Seafield and SMK USJ 13 I go report myself there they straight away approve me with no other words... I was happy with it but I'm sad with my engineering teacher I was wondering how she doing now?so as people say live have to go on just don't repeat the same mistake that's enough.....

Girls and Guys

When a girl is quiet, Millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, She is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, She is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, She is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever," She means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you," No one in this world can miss you more than that. GUY FACTS: When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you. When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong. When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes, He means it. When a guy stares at you, He thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world. When you're laying your head on a guy's chest He has the world. When a guy calls you everyday He is in love. When a (**good**) guy says he loves you He means it. When a guy says he can't live without you He's with you till your done. When a guy says, "I miss you," He misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.

Funniest joke

‎"I just broke up with someone and the last thing she said to me was, 'You'll never find anyone like me again!' I'm thinking, 'I should hope not! If I don't want you, why would I want someone like you?'

‎"A woman broke up with me and sent me pictures of her and her new boyfriend in bed together. Solution? I sent them to her dad."

‎"Thou shall not kill. Thou shall not commit adultery. Don't eat pork. I'm sorry, what was that last one?? Don't eat pork. God has spoken. Is that the word of God or is that pigs trying to outsmart everybody?"

‎"My mom said she learned how to swim when someone took her out in the lake and threw her off the boat. I said, 'Mom, they weren't trying to teach you how to swim."

‎"In elementary school, in case of fire you have to line up quietly in a single file line from smallest to tallest. What is the logic? Do tall people burn slower?"

‎"I voted for the Democrats because I didn't like the way the Republicans were running the country. Which is turning out to be like shooting yourself in the head to stop your headache."

"Did you ever walk in a room and forget why you walked in? I think that's how dogs spend their lives."

"Some women hold up dresses that are so ugly and they always say the same thing: 'This looks much better on.' On what? On fire?"

"The Swiss have an interesting army. Five hundred years without a war. Pretty impressive. Also pretty lucky for them. Ever see that little Swiss Army knife they have to fight with? Not much of a weapon there. Corkscrews. Bottle openers. 'Come on, buddy, let's go. You get past me, the guy in back of me, he's got a spoon. Back off. I've got the toe clippers right here.'"

Mickey Mouse is having a nasty divorce with Minnie Mouse. Mickey spoke to the judge about the separation. "I'm sorry Mickey, but I can't legally separate you two on the grounds that Minnie is mentally insane..." Mickey replied, "I didn't say she was mentally insane, I said that she's fucking goofy!"

You have to stay in shape. My grandmother, she started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 today and we don't know where the hell she is.

McDonalds announced it’s considering a more humane way of slaughtering its animals. You know they fatten them up and then kill them. You know the same thing they do to their customers, isn’t it?

A woman has twins, and gives them up for adoption. One of them goes to a family in Egypt and is named "Amal." The other goes to a family in Spain; they name him "Juan". Years later, Juan sends a picture of himself to his mum. Upon receiving the picture, she tells her husband that she wishes she also had a picture of Amal. Her husband responds, "But they are twins. If you've seen Juan, you've seen Amal."

Only In America

1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.

2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink.

3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.

4. Only in America......do people order double cheese burgers, large fries, and a diet coke.

5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.

6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.

7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.

8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.

9. Only in America.....do we use the word 'politics' to
describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning bloodsucking creatures'.

10. Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

11. Only in America......can a homeless combat veteran live in a cardboard box and a draft dodger live in the White House.

In Bill Gates' book, Business @ The Speed of Thought, he lays out 11
rules that students do not learn in high school or college, but should.
He argues that our feel-good, politically correct teachings have created a generation of kids with no concept of reality who are set up for failure in the real world.
RULE 1 - Life is not fair; get used to it.
RULE 2 - The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will
expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

RULE 3 - You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of
high school. You won't be a vice president with a car phone, until you earn both.
RULE 4 - If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He doesn't have tenure.
RULE 5 - Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping; they called it opportunity.
RULE 6 - If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.
RULE 7 - Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parents' generation, try "delousing" the closet in your own room.
RULE 8 - Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life has not. In some schools they have abolished failing grades; they'll give you as many times as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.
RULE 9 - Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off
and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself. Do
that on your own time.
RULE 10 - Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have
to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.
RULE 11 - Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Answering Service At The Mental Institute

"Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline.
If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.
If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
If you have multiple personalities, press 3,4,5, and 6.
If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call.
If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will transferred to the mother ship.
If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.
If you are manic depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer.
If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until someone comes on the line.
If you are dyslexic, press 6969696969.
If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.
If you have post-traumatic-stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000.
If you have bipolar disorder, please leave a message after the beep, or before the beep, or after the beep. Please wait for the beep.
If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All our operators are too busy to talk to you."

Did you hear about the astronaut who stepped on chewing gum?He got stuck in Orbit!

TDC 12 Take 2 ^^

TDC Camp Theme Song XP

TDC 12

k every1 I juz came back from my TDC 12 on 13 of june

well I can said tat TDC 12 is totally amazing and extremely fun

but the 1st day was a bit disappointed but when come to the second until the 4th day all the regrades and bad image thought the whole camp all gone

tis TDC camp was the best....w8 not best is THE most bestest camp I ever ever went

I hope tis camp every year can b organize won't been cancel

well as u all can c I can't write any excitement without the pictures tat the committee had taken down

so I going to the TDC reunion after the reunion onli I can reli pass/tell the real excitement to u all guys out there

pls w8 4 another few days k the reunion won't b far TDC 12 ur the best

Memories from TDC wil stay with us forever,
Taking us where we have been and will go,
Pieces of life that live on and will never die
Let us forget those sad memories stayed in our life

Sometimes I wander back into those shadows,
Quietly being who I used to be,
Bringing to life all the joys and the sorrows,
Days that can’t die while they still live in me.

Holidays linger and happy times glisten;
I can see everyone active and well.
I can still hear them if only I listen,
Feeling each motion and breathing each smell.

Life has such treasures that time’s always stealing;
Nothing can ever entirely stay.
While you are young, you can capture each feeling;
Make all the memories you can every day.

TDC memories we will never forget,
Happy memories will never end.
sad memories give us an advice,
never repeat the same thing twice.

TDC rocks in any way,
I will repeat the same fun each day.
At TDC every1 can b themself,
no need a mask to cr8 another of themself.

I understand the noble truth of dharma,
the teaching of the buddha.
advice from the sangha,
learning enlightenment and experience nibbana.

"Sadhu,Sadhu,Sadhu"
may u b will and happy always
and free from all suffering

I make tis poem using the whole night without sleeping juz like the committee plan tis camp 4 us they didn't sleep for few day and i onli didn't sleep 1 day I felt so sry 4 them bcoz I juz know how to complain and duno do anything else

I felt I'm such a failure I let my whole team down ,shame and regrades

I duno y they choose me as their leader but I'm reli glad the choose me I felt so sry 4 them, myself didn't even try my best 4 them

got 1 time I even try to give up....but my team keep on supporting me and pull me up back so I can lead them so sry 4 everything tat i done

on the 3rd night tat is the last night I in Camp with all my TDC friends I wrote tis poem and reli 1 2 share it out

I wrote the poem using each day of knowledge tat I learn in this camp

if any of my TDC friends miss out on tat night when I read tis whole poem out here u go in this special blogspot u will find it out

wat I wrote in the poem

True friends are hard to find,

but there you are,you came into my life.

you came to me in a perfect time,

I'm so happy you're a friend of mine.

we've been together for 4 days long,

but only in a fantastic place where we all belong.

we shared the mysteries of our life,

laughter and tears can be seen in our eyes.

you're with me and I'm with you,

you comfort me and I love you.(as a friend == don't think so much pls)

spiritual friends we are one,

great friendship have been found.

now it's time to say goodbye,

nobody will leave our friendship behind.

so please don't cry my darling friends,

coz our friendship will never end.

yes it's true we'll be apart,

since this camp will eventually end.

but you my friend i want to tell,

whatever happens we'll always be friends.

tis poem is wrote my Brian in Group Jackie Chan,Corrected by Cherie Sew from Group Jackie Chan so can said tat tis is our group poem to all TDC friends....WE WILL MEET AGAIN, AND OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER ENDS

TDC 12

Sweet Words From A Guy

What A Girl Really Wants

What A Girl Really Want

1 Day A pair of couple went for a date

Girl Said : Thanks For The Fun

Boy Replied : No Problem

Girl Said : Can I Ask You A Few Question?

Boy Replied : Sure O.O

Girl Said : And....Be Honest

Girl Ask : I Have Ever Crossed Your Mind?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Do You Like Me?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Do You Want Me?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Would You Cry If I left?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Would You Live For Me?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Would You Do Anything For Me?

Boy Said: No (NO Again)

Girl Ask : Choose Me Or Your Life?

Boy Said: My Life

The Girl Cried And Ran Away In Shock Depression

The Boy Ran After Her And Told Her....

The Reason You Never Cross My Mind Because You Always On My Mind,

The Reason Why I Don't Like You Is Because I Love You,

The Reason I Don't Want You Is Because I Need You,

The Reason Why I Wouldn't Cry If You Left Me Because I'll Die If you Left Me,

The Reason i Wouldn't Live For You is Because I Would Die For You,

The Reason I'm Not Willing To Do Anything For U Is Because I would Do EVERYTHING For U

The Reason I Choose My Life Is Because You Are My Life

Night And Day

I thought our love would last a while
I miss your eyes and tender smile
I miss your gentle touch and away
As much as I miss night and day

Emotions deep and painful past
And through it all I thought we'd last
Yet here I am in trembling fright
Oblivion, no day, no night

I miss those days with skies of blue
I miss those nights alone with you
You'd calm my fears and mend my heart
When day and night you would start

So many times you'd let me know
That I was safe when night's winds blow
With morning's brightness in your eyes
You start the day with clear blue skies

At night you'd dim the lights down low
And set loves passionate fire aglow
When morning's sunlight filled the room
Your waking kiss, my heart would swoon

And so it was you'd start the day
Until the nighttime came to play
If my Kristina went away
Oh, who will start the night and day?

Robert Louis Stevenson

When the golden day is done, Through the closing portal, Child and garden, Flower and sun, Vanish all things mortal. As the blinding shadows fall As the rays diminish, Under evening's cloak they all Roll away and vanish. Garden darkened, daisy shut, Child in bed, they slumber-- Glow-worm in the hallway rut, Mice among the lumber. In the darkness houses shine, Parents move the candles; Till on all the night divine Turns the bedroom handles. Till at last the day begins In the east a-breaking, In the hedges and the whins Sleeping birds a-waking. In the darkness shapes of things, Houses, trees and hedges, Clearer grow; and sparrow's wings Beat on window ledges. These shall wake the yawning maid; She the door shall open-- Finding dew on garden glade And the morning broken. There my garden grows again Green and rosy painted, As at eve behind the pane From my eyes it fainted. Just as it was shut away, Toy-like, in the even, Here I see it glow with day Under glowing heaven. Every path and every plot, Every blush of roses, Every blue forget-me-not Where the dew reposes, "Up!" they cry, "the day is come On the smiling valleys: We have beat the morning drum; Playmate, join your allies!"

Sometimes

I can't sleep.

I wanna find a bridge and leap.

My feelings cut me deep.

Sometimes

I wanna cry.

I wanna kiss the world goodbye.

Sometimes

I feel locked up but Im free.

My heart feels cold to me.

People don't like me.

Sometimes

Death calls me.

Sometimes

I answer.

Sometimes....... I wished

times will change someone told me...but is it? the truth time will change and pass

ya may be it will pass but can never change wat I have done in the pass

sometimes feel like saying sry but the time juz aren't right haiz so death always call me

tell me r u guilty with ur action,I reli feel guilty so hell juz take me

4 wat i have done I prepare to go,but something I must be4 i go

I have to tell every1 tat i'm sry,tell the person i love the most wish them everyday when I gone

every ppl have given a life juz c u know how to use it wisely or not

hmm...I telling tis all 4 wat myself also didn't did anything good 4 my life

Iron man 2

OMG Iron man 2 rocks and Cool

Six months after the end of the first movie, Tony Stark (Robert Downey, Jr.) has used his Iron Man armor to bring about a negotiated peace treaty between the major super powers of the world, and his immense popularity with the general public is only furthered when he fulfills his father's dream by opening the "Stark Expo", to showcase all the latest inventions that will benefit the world. Stark is, however, still vilified by the United States government, and Senator Stern (Gary Shandling) in particular, who demands that he hand his armor technology over for military application. Stark refuses, publicly shaming rival Justin Hammer (Sam Rockwell) in the process by highlighting his own failed attempts at recreating the technology. All is not well in Stark's life, however: he has discovered that the palladium in the arc reactor keeping his heart beating has begun to poison his body, slowly killing him, and all attempts to find a substitute element have failed. Slowly going off the rails as a consequence of what he believes to be his impending death, he appoints his former personal assistant Pepper Potts (Gwyneth Paltrow) CEO of Stark Industries, replacing her with Natalie Rushman (Scarlett Johansson).

While racing in Monaco, Stark is attacked by Ivan Vanko (Mickey Rourke), who has constructed a miniaturized arc reactor of his own, including whip-like attachments harnessing the electrical energy. Defeating Vanko with the aid of his Mark V armor (a transforming briefcase), Stark discovers that Vanko is the son of disgraced Russian physicist Anton Vanko, who collaborated on the first arc reactor with Stark's father Howard (John Slattery). Vanko is promptly broken out of jail by a revenge-seeking Justin Hammer, who puts him to work fashioning a line of "Iron Drones" that he will use to upstage Stark at his own Expo.

Tony throws what he believes will be his last birthday party and promptly proceeds to get drunk whilst wearing the Iron Man armor, forcing his friend Lt. Colonel James Rhodes (Don Cheadle) to don the Mark II armor and subdue him. Disgraced, Stark is approached by Nick Fury of S.H.I.E.L.D (Samuel L. Jackson), who provides him with a chest of his father's old artifacts that can hopefully be used to find a cure for his palladium poisoning. Reviewing the film reels in the chest, Stark discovers a message from his father that leads him to the original 1974 diorama of the Stark Expo: in reality, a disguised diagram for the atomic structure of a new element. Stark hand-builds a particle accelerator with the aid of his computer J.A.R.V.I.S. (voiced by Paul Bettany) and synthesizes this new element, creating a new triangular chest arc that cures his poisoning.

Simultaneously, at Stark Expo, Hammer unveils his new military drones, captained by Rhodes in a heavily-weaponized version of the confiscated Mark II armor. Stark arrives at the expo, and unfortunately, it is soon discovered that Vanko has complete control of both the drones and Rhodes's new armor, taking control and going on the attack moments after Stark arrives. As Stark battles against these remote-controlled enemies, Happy Hogan (Jon Favreau) and Natalie (an undercover S.H.I.E.L.D. agent named Natasha Romanoff) race to Hammer's Queens facility to stop Vanko. By the time they arrive, Vanko has already departed for the Expo in a new, more powerful suit of armor, but Natalie is able to give Rhodes control of his armor again so that he and Stark can fight Vanko together. The two armored allies combine their powers and successfully take Vanko down, but his armor and drones are revealed to have been equipped with self-destruct charges. As they begin to go off, Stark races to save Pepper, rescuing her at the last minute.After landing on a roof she quits her CEO position, and she finally gives Tony a kiss, to which they both find Rhodes sitting a few meters away. He then claims he was there first so they should get their own roof after Stark tries to defend himself.

At a debriefing, Fury informs Stark that while Stark is "unsuitable" for the "Avengers Initiative", S.H.I.E.L.D. wants Iron Man as a consultant. Stark agrees on the condition that Senator Stern present him and Col. Rhodes with their medals for bravery.

In a post-credits scene, S.H.I.E.L.D. agent Coulson (Clark Gregg) is seen driving to a remote impact crater in the New Mexico desert. As he informs Fury over the phone that they've "found it", the crater is shown to contain Mjolnir, the hammer of Thor.

Ip man 2

i went with my gal Hooi Fan we go and c Ip man 2 at 1st of may ^^
cool man Ip man 2 is so nice and funny

Continuing from where the first film left off, Wing Chun master Ip Man and his family move to Hong Kong in the early 1950s after their escape from the Japanese. Ip Man decides to open a school to teach Wing Chun and propagate the martial art, as well as make his living. However, as Ip Man's fame is not well known in the region, he has a hard time looking for students. After more than a week, a young man named Wong Leung (Huang Xiaoming) appears and asks to be taught Wing Chun. Upon first meeting the unassuming Ip, Wong challenges him to a fight and declares he will take him as his master and pay his school fees if he loses. After a couple of rounds of sparring, Ip easily defeats Wong, sending the humiliated young man leaving and coming back with a group of his friends who attempt to gang up on Ip. However, they are no match for Ip as he beats them. Stunned and impressed by his skills, Wong and his friends become his students. Eventually, Wong brings in additional students.

One day, while Ip is out shopping for his family, he encounters his old friend Chow Ching-chuen (Simon Yam), who has become a beggar. Ip meets his son Kong-yiu, who tells him that his father suffered brain damage from a gunshot wound to the head while fleeing from the Japanese during their occupation years ago. As a result, Chow no longer recognizes anyone. Ip is saddened by his friend's fate and offers to help Kong-yiu take care of his father. He also helps Kong-yiu by finding him a job in a newspaper agency run by Leung Kan (Pierre Ngo), who earlier helped Ip find a suitable location for his Wing Chun school.

Meanwhile, Wong is caught pasting leaflets promoting Ip's school by Cheng Wai-kei and his friends, who are students practising Hung Ga. Cheng challenges Wong to a fight but loses. Although Wong won the fight, Cheng and his friends beat him up and take him back to their territory in the wet market. Ip receives word by the Hung Ga students to go and rescue Wong with money. When he reaches the market, Ip declares he has no money to give them and ends up in a huge fight with increasing numbers of Hung Ga students. Ip and Wong fight their way outside to meet Jin Shanzhao (Fan Siu-Wong), the martial artist and former bandit in the first film, with a group of his market co-workers who come to their rescue. Before things get more complicated, the local Hung Ga school master, Hung Chun-nam (Sammo Hung) arrives and breaks up the fight. However, Hung only listens to his students' side of the story and gets into a misunderstanding with Ip over their martial arts. Hung tells Ip that to set up his own school, he must be subjected to challenges posed by other martial arts masters in order for his Wing Chun art to be recognized. Ip, Wong and Jin are subsequently arrested by Fatso (Kent Cheng) for disturbing the peace. Later, Ip's wife Wing-sing, who is pregnant with their second child, goes to bail her husband out with money from Leung. Hung collects money from the other masters and himself to give to Superintendant Wallace of the police force monthly as protection fees.

Ip comes to the martial arts association hall to be subjected to fights with other martial arts masters. After winning in every fight culminating with a draw with Hung, Ip is allowed to keep running his school though he is ordered to pay up his monthly protection fees, which he refuses. Later, Hung's students stop people from joining Ip's Wing Chun school, which eventually causes a fight between them and Ip's students on the streets. Ip is forced to close his school due to residents' complaints. He goes to pay a visit to Hung to ask him to stop bothering him and his students. After a talk about the importance of one's family and beliefs, Ip and Hung come to an understanding, with the latter beginning to show respect for the Wing Chun master. He invites Ip and his students to a boxing competition held by the British to witness how the foreigners fight. Hung and his students help the British set up the location of the competition but almost come to blows with Wallace over his refusal of payment for their work.

The boxing competition begins with the various martial art schools displaying their skills at the opening ceremony. However, the boxing champion Twister (Darren Shahlavi) looks down on the Chinese martial arts and goes to the ring to openly taunt and beat the students, causing chaos as the masters try to break up the fight. As the reputation of the Chinese martial arts is at risk, Hung accepts a challenge by Twister to a fight. At first, both fighters are evenly matched, but Hung begins to weaken from shortness of breath and beaten severely. Although Ip tries to persuade Hung to stop the fight, the Hung Ga master is determined to prove himself and regain his fellow Chinese's honor and spirit. Ip and the other masters can only watch Hung helplessly as he is beaten to death by Twister.

News of Hung's death rapidly spread through the enraged Chinese populace. Leung is arrested by the police under Wallace's orders for revealing the truth in the competition in his newspapers and is beaten by the superintendant, but Fatso sets him free without further harm. Later, he assists Leung with his news by giving out information of his superior's corrupt dealings in the police force. Meanwhile, Wallace holds a press conference stating that Hung's death was an accident, with Twister announcing that he will accept any challenge from the Chinese out of goodwill. Ip arrives and challenges Twister to a duel to uphold the Chinese pride and honor.

While Wing-sing goes into labor, Ip begins his fight with Twister in the boxing competition. Like Hung, Ip is evenly matched with Twister as the boxer is much more tougher and stronger in his blows. After an attempt by the British to disallow Ip to use kicks during the fight, Ip is severely beaten several times by Twister. Eventually, he finds a way to get to Twister's weak spots and defeats the boxer. As the Chinese audience cheers, Wallace is arrested by his fellow officers in the police force thanks to the information publicized by Leung and Fatso. Ip gives a speech to the British people, stating that both Chinese and Western martial arts, although different in many ways, are equal and that both races should come to understand and respect each other. Ip goes home and reunites with his family, with Wing-sing having successfully given birth to their second child. A final scene shows Wong introducing a 10 year old boy to Ip who wishes to study Wing Chun: Bruce Lee. However, Ip tells the boy he should come back to him later when he is older. Years later, Bruce Lee, in his teenage years, begins to study Wing Chun under the tutelage of Ip.

Ip man reli nice at the end the ip man receive another student tat 1 2 learn "wing chun" and tats bruce lee tat small kid was like so cute OMG duno where they found tat kid to act so like the reli bruce lee....haha reli damn funny wei and cool and awesome and nice ^^