pain is the only thing which tells me that I’m still alive

A Sad Sad Story Please Read

2012-02-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

Married or not you should read this...

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

So True

2012-01-30T06:04:00.001-08:00

I dunno why I always do this but I think I trying to hide something which deep inside of me =)

Facts about Girls And Guys

2011-12-13T02:14:00.000-08:00

100 facts about guys that a girl should know

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate people who flirts.

3. A guy can love you for a minute, but forget you later on.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means "you’re not thinking the way he is".

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but at the end of the day, they usually will think about the girl that they been loving.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. Guys have the habit to keep plans and solving problems themselves and most of it will end up in drinking (due to can't solve the problem and didn't want to share it out)...

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Can't ask a guys to accept their defeat. Coz they won't.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion whereby that is a secret to make a him angry.

19. Guys go crazy when a girls touch/hold their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when they with people which they don't recognize but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card (lay down a card = confirmation) for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy things you really want before he gets the message clearly. It means don't drag the conversation just tell him what you want.

24. Guys hate nice boy! IS TRUE!!!!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are one of the guys' biggest weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait too long. If too long he will take it as end of the conversation.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot. That brings the reason why guys take a lot of bath in single day.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best girl friends, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with...she may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with other guys.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed to be a pussycat with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection. So think before you say NO

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears. It means guys can't easily trust girls when they promise a thing.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee!!! kick it and he will show it.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a relationship with a guy, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your that boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. Guys learn from experience practically.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why. Most of the guys not just want a simple date.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

100. Guys hate girls who keep secret from them. They expect you to tell them everything that makes them feel you give them good intention.

100 facts about girls that a guy should know

1. Girls like guys who can listen.

2. Girls can sacrifice anything just to hold back the guy that she truly loves.

3. Girls don't like enemy. They just want a simple friendship instead.

4. Girls like to gossip about guys they like.

5. Girls will find thousand of reason which is not hurting to reject your offer.

6. Girls don't like trouble.

7. Girls just want a guy to love her forever.

8. Girls takes things complicatedly.

9. Girls like to keep beauty in order to get the guy she likes attention.

10. Girls don't like guys to prolong answers when they asking about something serious.

11. Girls care for others.

12. Girls BIGGEST weakness getting OLD, SCARS, PIMPLE =(, and of course WRINKLES.

13. Girls hate guys who compare their looks or other stuff with their X's.

14. Girls take patient to listen.

15. Girls hate guys who's immature.

16. Girls hate talkative guys.

17. When a girl approach to a guy alone is symbolize that she need a partner and hope you are the one at there for them.

18. For all we talk about how hot guys are. We mostly care about their personality.Though a hot body is a plus/bonus.

19. Girls like guys to understand their personal feelings .

20. Girls like to call guys they admire/love/felt interested with a nickname.

21. Girls like to show how independent they are but actually they not...

22. Girls can't live without MONEY.

23. Girls felt interesting to a guy with talent.

24. Girls can sit all day just to listen to guys but of course please don't repeat your sentence.

25. Girls think more about the consequences.

26. Girls like happy ending story.

27. Girls like to compare their life with some fairy tale story.

28. Don’t ever lie to girls, they always find out.

29. Girls don’t enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you don't enjoy listening to a girl.

30. Never say to girl you understand when you really don’t.

31. Always remember girls are pretty, but yours is the Prettiest! and the Best!!!

32. Guys don’t have PMS; don’t act like you know what it’s feels like.

33. Guys if you say something sweet to a girl you might get yourself off the hook, doing something sweet will always get yourself off the hook.

34. Girls know you don't when a guys talk about having a big dick.

35. Girls don’t like it when a guy act like The Mr Big Guy.

36. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is STILL a bitch for the girl that really love you.

37. Sometimes is good to be sensitive, some!!!times!!!!

38. If you did something wrong or even if you didn’t, apologize.

39. Fashion police do exist. In a girl world.

40. Shave no matter how cool you think your goatte or beard or mustache looks, girls hate it.

41. Girls will always think they are fat, so humor them and tell them, they aren't.

42. Watching for shooting stars is more romantic than watching guys play video games.

43. Many girls won't let you see their tears, unless they wanted you to comfort them.

44. Girls like dropping small flirts with other guys, to see are you really interested in them?

45. Most of the girls prefer to be call beautiful than hot or sexy. But not all of them.

46. Girls only wear miniskirts, tank tops and skimpy cloths for guys they love. So if you don't like what they wear just say something likely: you look really nice today, but do you know... I think I like you in jeans better."

47. Girls travel in groups for one of two reasons:

1) Because they want to share some form of gossip with each other or get advice on something

2) They don't want to get caught up by themselves with the guy they like because they won't know what to say and they are afraid if they make a fool out of themselves.

48. MOST girls spend about 15% of the time thinking about specific guys, 20% thinking of guys in general, 25% thinking of how to get guys to notice us and what to say when we do, 30% of the time TALKING about guys (even if someone else isn't listening), and 10% of the time doing something else. So, guys appreciate us.

49. Girls automatically assume that all guys are HAMSAP and only want to get into their pants until you prove it otherwise some small part of us still thinks that way.

50. Most girls are under the impression that guys only want skinny 'hot' girls.

51. Most girls enjoy being paraded around once in awhile in front of your friends. they enjoy having you show them off to your friends, kind of like, 'Hey, look at my hot ass girlfriend! Aren't you jealous?" But they don't enjoy being nothing but a trophy girl. XD hehe.

52. Nicknames like "Babe, or darling" are safe to call just about any girl. But beware of "Princess or Angel". Some girls will take offense to this thinking you are calling them to innocent or incapable of taking care of themselves.

53. Speaking of nicknames, almost every girl has ONE nickname that they just love to be called.

54. Most girls will drop lots of hints to tell you that they like you, but won't come right out and say" I like you" or "I love you". If you think they like you, that is a good chance for you to propose.

55. Scenario time! Example: you like a girl named Ashley, Ashley has a friend named Brenda. Brenda comes up to you in the hall and asks "Do you like Ashley?"

-More often this shows in this scenario when Ashley asked Brenda to ask you because she is too shy to ask you herself. Now you might think "WHAT!? NO!! DON"T TELL HER THAT!!!" but in reality, this is a good thing. Because there is a good chance she already likes you. And if she doesn't, she will now be looking at you in a different way, and let me tell you. It's a lot easier for a girl to fall for a guy if you already know they like you. So it's safe. So just go ahead and tell Brenda that you really like Ashley. Take this as a chance.

56. Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.

57. Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it.

58. Girls talk about everything with their girl friends. So unless you tell that girl not to tell them about something, they eventually WILL know about it within 3 days. And if you are the girl's boyfriend, that means, you're possibly 90% in their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it, unless you're a Greek god, which you're not...

59. Girls hate guys with bad hygiene.

60. Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist.

61. Most girls like a guy that will willing dance with them, even if he doesn't know how.

62. Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they're attracted to you, but are afraid that they'll be showing too much.

63. A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON.

64. Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration.

65. When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever.

66. Girls get embarrassed easily, even if guys don't know what the hell just happened.

67. Girls daydream about their crushes ALL the time. They just don't show it.

68. When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. She doesn't need you to fix it or tell her how to. She just wants you to listen.

69. When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be all right. And more likely than not, it will endear them to you more than anything else.

70. Girls love it when guys say their name.

71. Girls love confidence guys.

72. When a girl cooks for you, you know you mean a lot to her.

73. Girls hate it when other girls flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too. Ah, the beauty of irony.

74. Whatever guys do, don't just show up at girls house unexpected or at least without ringing the door bell...coz they run around with their underwear just like you do. And no matter how much you would like to see that, we will likely never talk to you again.

75. Girls want you to beware of every male relative and all guy friends. All of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. Girls just don't want you to be too obvious.

76. Girls enjoy being kissed by you in front of your friends. It makes us feel like you care a lot about us.

77. Violent statements like "If that guy keeps looking at you, I'm going to tear his head off" are appealing.

78. Girls don't want guys to say you love her if you don't mean it.

79. Girls love it when guys make eye contact with girls while you both have a conversation.

80. Most girls are afraid of losing their independence to guys (for some unknown reason which until now I still can't get it). =.="

81. If you ask a girl which you think she like you out directly, more likely than not, she will say yes to you. Even if she only has lukewarm feelings for you, because it will give her the chance to get to know you better and get to like you even more.

82. Most girls love it when guys ask them for advice.

83. Girls like it when guys tell them what they are thinking.

84. After guys been dating with girls for a while, realize that girls really have started to trust guys. When guys have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

85. Variety is the spice of life. There are patterns underlying what your woman says she likes and doesn't like. It would benefit you far more to try and discern the nature of these than to repeat everything she admits to enjoying until she no longer does.

86. Most men think that the chase ends once they have their dream women, but truly it has only just began. Men must work even harder to keep woman then just earning back the women. Women not some trophy a men can earn, put on a shelf and admire. Men have to care for women like the living human beings which woman are.

87. WHEN GIRLS SAY NO IT'S NO, SO STOP ASKING!!!

88. If someone flirts with girls, it's a complement. If girls you are not interested, accept it but don't flirt back.

89. The woman in a men life needs to hear how you feel about her, and often. Tell her now.

90. All women are complicated, and it is doubtful any man will ever fully be able to understand women. But they know that, so it's going to be ok.

91. Girls want you to show a good example in front of their family members.

92. Girls is GOOD in hiding secret in front the guys they like.

93. Girls make A PERFECT DISH!!!!!

94. Girls know more about the guys they like compare to themselves.

95. Girls like guys they like to flirt with them all times.

96. Girls NEVER believe in first sight but they believe in first impression.

97. Girls like inner soft but outer hard guys.

98. Girls don't take it as a joke when you spoken about their boy friend.

99. Girls don't like guys who show attitude to them when breaking up they feel like you are the most horrible person that she ever knew.

100. Girls like to hug guys from behind. same like my girl friend LIM YIK MAY. ^^

Incident that happens might change my whole life forever

2010-11-18T21:34:00.000-08:00

This incident happens on 16/11/2010 (Tuesday)

my dad apparently looks tired and after he ate dinner he went to bed

so...there noting wrong in the 1st day

17/11/2010(Wednesday)

at early morning same as usual I woke at 4:30 a.m

and my Mon wake at 7:25 a.m but my dad still slping

my mom call me to let him rest then I juz leave him there on the bed

so until it reaches noon I ask my mom

me : Mummy y dad still not awake??

my mom : he's too tired may b

me : can I wake him up??

mom : better don't juz let him rest

me : ok...

at the Evening my dad still won't get up....

and my mom was cooking fish head meehun (a dish)

so this time my mom say "u try to ask him if he 1 2 eat?"

then I go inside his room and wake him

I ask him dad u 1 2 eat dinner???

he shake his head and say no....

*I was thinking*

(ok then...suit yourself )

so until night he didn't even eat..I mean the whole day he didn't eat

so when 11:00p.m I ask agn b4 my mom keeps everything

I ask "dad if u still don't 1 2 eat mummy will keep everything edi"

after my dad heard it (may be/I think he heard it)

he snore *ORKE!!!!!ORKE!!!!!!ORKE!!!!!!*

each time he does it is getting even louder

so...I think he lazy to wake up lar

then I leave him alone

18/11/2010(Thursday)

morning woke up at 4:30 a.m as usual agn...

my mom woke up and my sis gtg for tuition Chemistry...? is it...? lol??

so after my mom fetch ppl to tuition and my sis to tuition too

she came back and she say wat she going to cook w8 the day....

so I think is time that my dad should wake edi it been too long for him to slp

I ran into his room I shake his leg!!!!! dad!!!!! dad!!!! then he answer me

WHAT~!!!!!! *by scolding* I said wake up edi don't keep slping

suddenly he open his eyes I saw his left eyes ran out of space

is like so freaking scary and that time the room was so smelly bcoz he didn't take 1 bath for 2 days

I quickly help him up...but...while helping...me.....

I shout!!!! MUMMY COME NOW bcoz that time I lack of strength

he is too big size and I can't carry neither help him

so my mom rush in as well and saw my dad

my mom say faster bring him into the toilet help him take a bath so he can b awake

we move him using more then 20 minute to the bath room

we cut away his shirt and help him take a bath

that time we juz though that bcoz he 1 day didn't have anything to eat that's y he can't move

or no strength to move

after bath we try to move him to his bed agn to let him rest and we r planning to feed him

but bcoz of the toilet water is too slippery so we can't make any chances to let him slip

but he still instead to move and stand we don't allow him to move bcoz we scared he will hurt himself

so we called the ambulance....actually we juz call the emergency department to help us to carry my dad to his bed

but they called the ambulance so nvm lar

my sis what called back home from his tuition

the ambulance carrier arrive and look at him

they say he might been stroke

I was like!!!!!!! WTF my dad is in stroke???

the carrier say: "we must sent ur father to the hospital to have future more observation and confirm-ability "

so...ok lor we help them and sent my dad to the hospital at Serdang

the ambulance drove damn fast

I think the truck can bet a lightning strike

we reach to Serdang Hospital by using 10-15 minute

is about 12:20 p.m edi we register my dad by paying only RM1

is CHEAPER then the last time I been to hospital

well....they sent my dad to the yellow door which wrote on Zon Separa Kritikal

I think is ok lar he juz tired or wat...

at about 2p.m my sis friend came along

and wow they look after my sis very well

they really are true FRIENDS

and this type of friends hard to be find I'm glad my sister knew them

we all wait and wait until 4:30p.m got some of my sis friend gtg edi

for....tuition and.....other things

but there 3 people which haven't go back

that is Oon Hui,Soo Yin,Kelvin

they stay with us until shadow dark cloud (night)came

I can't believe is.... about 6:45 something my sis

go ask the counter how was my dad

they go check and find out that my dad been sent to the red door which is Zon Kritikal

my sister was so sad and start to cry

I was worry too....and sad...but juz can't cry I have no idea y...

when night The doctor say they 1 2 c my whole family members

so there's where Kendly and Jeremy came

they fetch my mom along as well

so the report say my dad confirm have a stroke edi

and he have inner bleeding in his brain

My dad is advice to transfer to GHKL

bcoz in Serdang don't have specialist doctor 4 his illness

so the transfer have been made and thx to Soo Yin and Kelvin

they reli spend a lot of Petrol/time/asking direction on the way to the GHKL

and they lead us there they reli spend the night with us we go GHKL that time is edi 11:50 something and they both r still there c there's anything to help or not

this IS WHAT I CALL A COMPLETE PERFECT FRIENDS

and kelvin borrows us his phone bcoz my phn,sis phn and my mom's phn are dead

I mean completely dead it means no battery completely

then they go back about 12:40 a.m

so me and my sis and my mom waiting for my dad

and about 2:10a.m my dad came out from the Zon Emergency GHKL

and we were lead to the Wad Saraf is were all patient rest there

reach edi 3:10 a.m this morning

I was extremely exhaustered but can't slp until now I'm still awake.....

Why...Why...and..Why....

2010-11-13T14:49:00.000-08:00

Everyone knows growing is a process that everyone have to go through even THE GOD have to go through this growing process....a lot of people start to think at their young age what they are gonna do in the future why is this so...?is it having a aim now is good?how you know before your time comes may be the world is starting to met the end...?so what for having those thinking and stress yourself at young age study to score many A's isn't that stupid??? giving to much hope it will only brings more despair in the future.Now you might have the aim for your future and by using that aim you study hard that's good but what if you study so hard at the end you can't even get what you wanted...? many people scold me for the words and sentence that I made... they yelled at me "if you don't try how you know!!!?" well.... is not that matter on how you know or how you get it and there's no point getting it we don't born with books we born with knowledge let me tell you do you know WHY!!! people studying so hard!?? is bcoz they need

1)to face the society

2)to face their parents

3)to gain knowledge

if you are studying to gain knowledge I don't mind but study just to face the SOCIETY and your PARENTS????parents always taught their children to study hard and get more A's in result to get a better job in the future.... Job there's no worse or best.... is just base on your interest you you can't say those people who do jobs like prostitute,people who helps you to clear your trash cans , deliver are worse and a shame you cannot say that....!!! I mean YOU CANNOT EVEN MENTION IT OR THINK OF IT!!!! if just like you say those jobs are lower degree and lower payment what happen if everyone don't do those kind of job?are you going to clear your own trash cans??? are going to deliver things YOURSELF!!!???

Got one of my uncle last time he work as a delivery boy about 40years ago he pass by one roll of rich people houses got one of them came out and called my uncle to stop she brings out her children and pointed to my uncle and say " this is what going to happen to you if you don't study hard" My uncle that time was so sad and despair how can a person say those words!!!!! become a delivery boy izit really that bad!?? he ask himself a lot of time and he now he said the answer is a NO... he told me every part of his life and how he have been through such a sadness life but now you see he is a Doctor from a delivery boy to a doctor? can you imagine???I was wondering what happen to those rich people? their children....what happen now??? doing delivery??? haha I hope they do so and learn their lesson

Don't let books cover you,you should be the one who covers the book.... what books have taught us is all other peoples creation,discoveration and their solution.... we studying the wrong thing if we keep follow the books we will never improve...think out of the box is the main thing to do... not just base on book..(everyone don't get it wrong I didn't say book is useless I just say books is not everything) we study books just to face the society remember that.... do you think exam is useful? let me tell you exam IS NOT USEFUL AT ALL.... some people might say exam is to prove how much you know about that subject... well let me tell you...people can just memories the whole book and they get excellent result in all exam/test... is it that call KNOWING THE SUBJECT??? you just memories it and A is in your hands so what exam/test for? to see how well you memories the book!!? is it...? don't study just to get the A,study because you want to know/learn... Do more experiment and experience how that thing works not just read the book... I really hate parents which FORCE their children TO STUDY...everyday papers comes out and there's are children committing suicide BCOZ CAN'T ACHIEVE THEIR PARENTS TARGET parents are you really stupid!!!? do you really need your children to study for you!!!??? are you willing to lose a life then forcing them to study!!!??? My parent scold me for writing this then I ask them why?? why can't I write this?? why is it bcoz I point out all parents doing to their children??? my parents even say is bcoz of us..we as a children don't know what parents are thinking...my parent say they force us to study is for the good of our future.I know study hard can make us find a "GREAT" job... what happen is... we as a children we are still young and not that smart to think...shouldn't parent guild us if we don't know which is good or bad? but parents just don't understand as well... there's a family in Singapore his older son pass away from jumping off 10 story building bcoz didn't get the target of A's that his parents needed.... his sister told in front all of the people she say while crying really sadly watching her brother die in front of her..she said my brother is not that smart he just know that if he don't study hard and get A's my parent will wack him,hit him,some times even take belt to wack on his back so is this a parents doing or a gangster doing? parent should guild us on a right track not guild us to one tunnel and thats the end of the road... Nowadays parent don't know how to behave as a parent that makes children don't behave on behalf their age... we children sometimes do things wrong is not because we don't know that doing is wrong is just that we follow what our parents did... people say "parent is the role modal of a child" and that is true about it... we children don't know how to differentiate what's right what's wrong...ok some other children might mature enough to know which is right or wrong but bcoz of their parents keep doing thing which is not good make them feel like if he does it also not wrong... do you guys get it!!?? O.o?

well....never mind if I wrote so many and if you all still can't understand is ok I just can only dedicate this song to you "CRY ON MY SHOULDER" if you feel sad or feel stress don't mind sharing it with me I'm be glad to be your listener and your entertainer is like a person crying and I'm his/her shoulder...I will guild you with all my will...Parents hope you understand some times we children don't study we also have our reason so please do understand us

I'll tell you guys one story to point out how smart is the student instead of a world best-est professor....one day there's a tutor visit on a science lab research centre, there's a kid which is very naughty and disturbing when the school reach the science lab everyone was full with question in their heads and keep asking the professor what is this what is that...that naught kid was left alone bcoz he scared and afraid to ask...so he act like he knew everything and start to bullshit to all other students in the lab and say "ah ya this 1 I know lar,that 1 I know lar" so there this one professor looking at him like a disrespect to the creation that he made so he walk forward and ask where are you from? what's your parents name? that kid answer "Y I must tell you?" the professor went angry and scold the kid to get out!!! the kid then say "ok professor since you so "SMART" how about we play a game i will ask you one question if you cannot answer my question you give me RM10.then you ask me one question if I can't answer yours I will give you RM1 fair??" the professor agree and so this game begins

professor question the kid

Which animal average brain have the size of it's body?(answer is ant)

the kid answer "duno" and gave the professor RM1

so is the kid turn and he ask which cow have 6 legs but no tail?

professor *thinking* for quite a moment then he say "duno" so he give the kid RM10

then is the professor turn,he ask which object is 3x hotter than the SUN(answer a lightning bolt)

the kid can't answer so he give the professor the RM1

later on is the Kid turn so he asked what is my grandfather name?

the professor *thinking*(are you joking me?) then the whole crowded people laughing and say professor you been cheat by this young kid then only the professor realize no matter how the question goes the kid sure still win the money bcoz from what the small kid ask is no logic question but got to answer his question only can avoid paying the small kid

To all parents please don't think children are not smarter than you.... some times is better that you listen to them instead of they listen to you get it? respect them although they might be young but they might be the universal teacher that no one knows.... don't ever think that you are smarter than anyone

Love Represents Everything To Me

2010-11-12T23:41:00.000-08:00

Well this is all my latest drawing is all related to Love and how to love in the picture it show how much that I want a person to Love me and how much I can love a person

well....a Love can be shown or apply when there are 2 party's around

Actually myself I never think of couple or finding my the other half (mate) bcoz my life is completely full with pain and hurting scene so I don't want my the other mate feel the same as mine I kept everything inside of me but when things ran over the limit I just will burst it out by hurting people or screams

My parents didn't treat me the way I want them to be and they just scream to one and another about their works and attitude....things that happen outside they bring back home let their children to suffer what have they suffered....they just don't think what's gonna happen to the kid if they do so....they just scold for no reason they just beat for no reasons just to release their stress... we as a children are not meant to be born and to be torture like this... don't treat us like we aren't your children

Well....a huge painful life have change until I found my first she taught everything about love to me she even taught me how to treat people that used to be treated and taught me how to find true friends or a better mate in the future I'm glad that she taught me that much I though I can be with her forever but she say we can be together coz I don't understand her that's what she say...on that day she broke up with me I feel sad and scared that I will fall back to the Life I don't want to be in... I change myself by search all kind of research and experience on Love and regrading relationship with other

after 2 years of researching and now here I am I have learn a lot of things girls and guys and how they react when they have contact with the other sex and much much more information

for me now I couple with other is not just for Love but also understanding and knowledge that get from the other mate so.... hope in the future my true mate will never be suffered bcoz of me

I love you til the day I die
no matter now or in the future I'll still love you
through all pain and tough time
but now I stay in Heaven
and you are still guiding my grave
so..before I die I wish to bring you with me
and guild you above the heavens
I LOVE YOU 당신을 사랑합니다

2010-11-11T00:16:00.001-08:00

Rain

A lot of people thinks that rain is just a few drops of water from the sky but...for me I feel like the rain is a sign of the heaven tears....heaven is crying for human race they feel sad for our action and deeds but human just don't realize it.... there's a story told by a wise friend of mine

This story is about a family with a father having the 3rd stage of cancer....the story starts I am always mesmerized by rain fall. I get lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child come pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. Her voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in. “Mom, let’s run through the rain,” she said.

“What?” Mom asked.

“Let’s run through the rain!” she repeated.

“No, honey. We’ll wait until it slows down a bit,” Mom replied.

This young child waited about another minute and repeated her statement. “Mom. Let’s run through the rain.”

“We’ll get soaked if we do,” Mom said.

“No, we won’t, Mom. That’s not what you said this morning,” the young girl said as she tugged at her Mom’s arm.

“This morning? When did I say we could run through the rain and not get wet?”

“Don’t you remember? When you were talking to Daddy about his cancer, you said, “If God can get us through this, He can get us through anything!”

The entire crowd stopped dead silent. I swear you couldn’t hear anything but the rain. We all stood silently. No one came or left in the next few minutes. Mom paused and thought for a moment about what she would say.

Now some would laugh it off and scold her for being silly. Some might even ignore what was said. But this was a moment of affirmation in a young child’s life. A time when innocent trust can be nurtured so that it will bloom into faith.

“Honey, you are absolutely right. Let’s run through the rain. If God lets us get wet, well maybe we just needed washing,” Mom said. Then off they ran. We all stood watching, smiling and laughing as they darted past the cars and yes through the puddles. They held their shopping bags over their heads just in case. They got soaked. But they were followed by a few believers who screamed and laughed like children all the way to their cars. Perhaps inspired by their faith and trust. I want to believe that somewhere down the road in life, Mom will find herself reflecting back on moments they spent together, captured like pictures in the scrapbook of her cherished memories.

Maybe when she watches proudly as her daughter graduates. Or as her Daddy walks her down the aisle on her wedding day. She will laugh again. Her heart will beat a little faster. Her smile will tell the world they love each other.

But only two people will share that precious moment when they ran through the rain believing that God would get them through. And Yes, I did. I ran. I got wet. I needed washing.

To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under the heaven.

I was born in 1994....I was born with a weak lungs my doctor said if I do anything which is over excess to my lungs I will die....well on first I don't no anything about it until I jog in around my house suddenly my lung felt so hard to breath I thought I going to die on that split second but everything change when I fell in to my house pool I thought I was drowning myself can't believe is I felt like...I gain back my breathing system...and something shocked happens there's a bright light right in font of me....I was awake and I saw myself lying on top of the ground and it was raining that time.... My head felt so dizzy...from that day onwards I start to like water neither the rain....every time I jump inside the pool I can see everything even my life that's why now you can see me most of the time in the pool

Rain comes and falls

which no set of time when it falls

I want a to control the rain falls

because when I'm sad

there's rain to cover for me

sadness beyond will leave me

so rain I really glad that God didn't take you away

because without you my life ends straight away

so please don't go away

I need you when time says

rain you bring wonder to this world

that shows me what is world

let me live on,on this world

thanks Rain you are always there for me

Why People Are Like That Even Myself...? why?

2010-10-25T02:53:00.000-07:00

So many times we go through life and don't realize the consequences of our actions, or is it that we don't care anymore. Either way, why are we all so oblivious to the pain of others?? Why, when we see our opening to come between two people do we jump at the chance?? Why do we make remarks that cut people so deep at times that leaves a scar that last forever?? Why do we feel the need to constantly put strain on people when they are already on the edge of losing it all?? Why don't people seem to care anymore about common decency and compassion for others?? All some care about is themselves and feeding their need for attention in whatever way they can get it, so what if they tear people apart or hurt them so badly with their words or actions as long as they get their fix, they don't care. It's a shame how human beings become so obsessed with themselves and their needs that they forget to be kind and caring to one another. They forget to treat people with respect and decency....compassion and love. They forget to treat them the way they themselves want to be treated. Is that such a bad thing to strive for??

6/10/2010 Sunny Day But Going To Rain

I was on my way back to home I was so stress by my teachers in school and parents at home... but one thing really make me lose out of control is one of my teacher,she blame us on we didn't did well in the previous exam she scolding us like no other people business I was think to slap her on the spot where I'm sitting but I can't hurt teachers is against the rules...no choice but to keep those feelings inside me, reached home saw my parents I really want to tell about my life in school but they just can't stop arguing with one and another so is better off if I keep my mouth shut..open my com...saw one message that other people commented on my wall they ask me teacher are they same with our parents and I answered yes....is so obvious that shows in my life teacher and parents are the same they just think that scolding is the way to solve everything well.....I was so stress on that day and someone just keep asking something annoyed me I replied him by asking how about you slap your parents and slap your teacher see if they react the same? he scold and said WTF you talking man then I say if you not sanctify with my answer think your own...he keep scolding me until I was so mad and "WROTE" on my facebook wall about those bad thing about teachers

7/10/2010 Early morning starts with rain end with a storm

on the next day I was ill in my bed,I barely move my head was so unconscious my mom advise me to stay home for awhile and guest what about the time 10:35-10:40 there's a phone call from the discipline teacher he called up my parents and ask about where am I, why I'm not in school...my father was angry and he scold me what have I done!!!? I was silence for awhile I didn't know what I did wrong...? so I with my father went to school I was holding a strong headache flue with me... Reached to school all the teachers already been expecting about our arriver we went to the head discipline and ask my situation...there's a discipline teacher bring in a paper and ask me if I can access to my facebook I was think OH Shit is about the teachers thingy and it came out really is about that case they say I'm in a critical stand now I might been expel from the school for the cost I wrote in facebook... they sent my case to the ministry department discipline to handle this case...I was been scold all the way back home and my parents shout YOU ARE GROUNDED!!!!! "thought that came in mind" (I was so ill and you are still shouting at me..can you stop and look at me!?) after that I was force by my parent to write apology letter in facebook to all teachers... after a few minutes when I done writing it.. my engineering teacher sent me a private message she say do you know those word you use are so hurting? she asked am I not good enough to teach you? she say I'm a fast learner but I don't appreciated for what I have learn.......after reading it I was shock and my tears started to fall... she say she have resined her job and stop teaching me and she wish me good for the coming exam and SPM.. I was angry with one teacher..." ONE TEACHER ONLY " but I wrote to all teacher... I felt so regrade and full of pain in my heart after that...I think about suicide each day and pretend I'm happy in front of my friends because no matter what happens I won't show my sad emotion in front to my friends that's a promise I made with my bestest best friend name David although he's same age with me but he is a very wise guy and he taught me a lot.... after this incident I promise myself too never hurt the person you love or the person who's love me

After a few days a teacher came to me and advise me to transfer is for the best for both party teachers and me.. I told my parents about it they immediately call me to transfer and I didn't know is... Seafield and SMK USJ 13 I go report myself there they straight away approve me with no other words... I was happy with it but I'm sad with my engineering teacher I was wondering how she doing now?so as people say live have to go on just don't repeat the same mistake that's enough.....

Girls and Guys

2010-07-26T03:21:00.000-07:00

When a girl is quiet,
Millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
She is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"
She means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

GUY FACTS:

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you.

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong.

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,
He means it.

When a guy stares at you,
He thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world.

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest
He has the world.

When a guy calls you everyday
He is in love.

When a (**good**) guy says he loves you
He means it.

When a guy says he can't live without you
He's with you till your done.

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
He misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.

Funniest joke

2010-07-16T17:29:00.000-07:00

‎"I just broke up with someone and the last thing she said to me was, 'You'll never find anyone like me again!' I'm thinking, 'I should hope not! If I don't want you, why would I want someone like you?'

‎"A woman broke up with me and sent me pictures of her and her new boyfriend in bed together. Solution? I sent them to her dad."

‎"Thou shall not kill. Thou shall not commit adultery. Don't eat pork. I'm sorry, what was that last one?? Don't eat pork. God has spoken. Is that the word of God or is that pigs trying to outsmart everybody?"

‎"My mom said she learned how to swim when someone took her out in the lake and threw her off the boat. I said, 'Mom, they weren't trying to teach you how to swim."

‎"In elementary school, in case of fire you have to line up quietly in a single file line from smallest to tallest. What is the logic? Do tall people burn slower?"

‎"I voted for the Democrats because I didn't like the way the Republicans were running the country. Which is turning out to be like shooting yourself in the head to stop your headache."

"Did you ever walk in a room and forget why you walked in? I think that's how dogs spend their lives."

"Some women hold up dresses that are so ugly and they always say the same thing: 'This looks much better on.' On what? On fire?"

"The Swiss have an interesting army. Five hundred years without a war. Pretty impressive. Also pretty lucky for them. Ever see that little Swiss Army knife they have to fight with? Not much of a weapon there. Corkscrews. Bottle openers. 'Come on, buddy, let's go. You get past me, the guy in back of me, he's got a spoon. Back off. I've got the toe clippers right here.'"

Mickey Mouse is having a nasty divorce with Minnie Mouse. Mickey spoke to the judge about the separation. "I'm sorry Mickey, but I can't legally separate you two on the grounds that Minnie is mentally insane..." Mickey replied, "I didn't say she was mentally insane, I said that she's fucking goofy!"

You have to stay in shape. My grandmother, she started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 today and we don't know where the hell she is.

McDonalds announced it’s considering a more humane way of slaughtering its animals. You know they fatten them up and then kill them. You know the same thing they do to their customers, isn’t it?

A woman has twins, and gives them up for adoption. One of them goes to a family in Egypt and is named "Amal." The other goes to a family in Spain; they name him "Juan". Years later, Juan sends a picture of himself to his mum. Upon receiving the picture, she tells her husband that she wishes she also had a picture of Amal. Her husband responds, "But they are twins. If you've seen Juan, you've seen Amal."

Only In America

1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.

2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink.

3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.

4. Only in America......do people order double cheese burgers, large fries, and a diet coke.

5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.

6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.

7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.

8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.

9. Only in America.....do we use the word 'politics' to
describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning bloodsucking creatures'.

10. Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

11. Only in America......can a homeless combat veteran live in a cardboard box and a draft dodger live in the White House.

In Bill Gates' book, Business @ The Speed of Thought, he lays out 11
rules that students do not learn in high school or college, but should.
He argues that our feel-good, politically correct teachings have created a generation of kids with no concept of reality who are set up for failure in the real world.
RULE 1 - Life is not fair; get used to it.
RULE 2 - The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will
expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

RULE 3 - You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of
high school. You won't be a vice president with a car phone, until you earn both.
RULE 4 - If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He doesn't have tenure.
RULE 5 - Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping; they called it opportunity.
RULE 6 - If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.
RULE 7 - Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parents' generation, try "delousing" the closet in your own room.
RULE 8 - Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life has not. In some schools they have abolished failing grades; they'll give you as many times as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.
RULE 9 - Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off
and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself. Do
that on your own time.
RULE 10 - Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have
to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.
RULE 11 - Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Answering Service At The Mental Institute

"Hello, and welcome to the mental health hotline.
If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.
If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
If you have multiple personalities, press 3,4,5, and 6.
If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call.
If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will transferred to the mother ship.
If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.
If you are manic depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer.
If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until someone comes on the line.
If you are dyslexic, press 6969696969.
If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.
If you have post-traumatic-stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000.
If you have bipolar disorder, please leave a message after the beep, or before the beep, or after the beep. Please wait for the beep.
If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All our operators are too busy to talk to you."

Did you hear about the astronaut who stepped on chewing gum?He got stuck in Orbit!

2010-06-14T18:59:00.000-07:00

TDC 12 Take 2 ^^

TDC Camp Theme Song XP

2010-06-14T18:31:00.000-07:00

TDC 12

2010-06-13T20:33:00.001-07:00

k every1 I juz came back from my TDC 12 on 13 of june

well I can said tat TDC 12 is totally amazing and extremely fun

but the 1st day was a bit disappointed but when come to the second until the 4th day all the regrades and bad image thought the whole camp all gone

tis TDC camp was the best....w8 not best is THE most bestest camp I ever ever went

I hope tis camp every year can b organize won't been cancel

well as u all can c I can't write any excitement without the pictures tat the committee had taken down

so I going to the TDC reunion after the reunion onli I can reli pass/tell the real excitement to u all guys out there

pls w8 4 another few days k the reunion won't b far TDC 12 ur the best

Memories from TDC wil stay with us forever,
Taking us where we have been and will go,
Pieces of life that live on and will never die
Let us forget those sad memories stayed in our life

Sometimes I wander back into those shadows,
Quietly being who I used to be,
Bringing to life all the joys and the sorrows,
Days that can’t die while they still live in me.

Holidays linger and happy times glisten;
I can see everyone active and well.
I can still hear them if only I listen,
Feeling each motion and breathing each smell.

Life has such treasures that time’s always stealing;
Nothing can ever entirely stay.
While you are young, you can capture each feeling;
Make all the memories you can every day.

TDC memories we will never forget,
Happy memories will never end.
sad memories give us an advice,
never repeat the same thing twice.

TDC rocks in any way,
I will repeat the same fun each day.
At TDC every1 can b themself,
no need a mask to cr8 another of themself.

I understand the noble truth of dharma,
the teaching of the buddha.
advice from the sangha,
learning enlightenment and experience nibbana.

"Sadhu,Sadhu,Sadhu"
may u b will and happy always
and free from all suffering

I make tis poem using the whole night without sleeping juz like the committee plan tis camp 4 us they didn't sleep for few day and i onli didn't sleep 1 day I felt so sry 4 them bcoz I juz know how to complain and duno do anything else

I felt I'm such a failure I let my whole team down ,shame and regrades

I duno y they choose me as their leader but I'm reli glad the choose me I felt so sry 4 them, myself didn't even try my best 4 them

got 1 time I even try to give up....but my team keep on supporting me and pull me up back so I can lead them so sry 4 everything tat i done

on the 3rd night tat is the last night I in Camp with all my TDC friends I wrote tis poem and reli 1 2 share it out

I wrote the poem using each day of knowledge tat I learn in this camp

if any of my TDC friends miss out on tat night when I read tis whole poem out here u go in this special blogspot u will find it out

wat I wrote in the poem

True friends are hard to find,

but there you are,you came into my life.

you came to me in a perfect time,

I'm so happy you're a friend of mine.

we've been together for 4 days long,

but only in a fantastic place where we all belong.

we shared the mysteries of our life,

laughter and tears can be seen in our eyes.

you're with me and I'm with you,

you comfort me and I love you.(as a friend == don't think so much pls)

spiritual friends we are one,

great friendship have been found.

now it's time to say goodbye,

nobody will leave our friendship behind.

so please don't cry my darling friends,

coz our friendship will never end.

yes it's true we'll be apart,

since this camp will eventually end.

but you my friend i want to tell,

whatever happens we'll always be friends.

tis poem is wrote my Brian in Group Jackie Chan,Corrected by Cherie Sew from Group Jackie Chan so can said tat tis is our group poem to all TDC friends....WE WILL MEET AGAIN, AND OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL NEVER ENDS

TDC 12

2010-06-13T20:33:00.000-07:00

Sweet Words From A Guy

2010-05-20T00:44:00.000-07:00

What A Girl Really Wants

2010-05-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

What A Girl Really Want

1 Day A pair of couple went for a date

Girl Said : Thanks For The Fun

Boy Replied : No Problem

Girl Said : Can I Ask You A Few Question?

Boy Replied : Sure O.O

Girl Said : And....Be Honest

Girl Ask : I Have Ever Crossed Your Mind?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Do You Like Me?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Do You Want Me?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Would You Cry If I left?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Would You Live For Me?

Boy Said: No

Girl Ask : Would You Do Anything For Me?

Boy Said: No (NO Again)

Girl Ask : Choose Me Or Your Life?

Boy Said: My Life

The Girl Cried And Ran Away In Shock Depression

The Boy Ran After Her And Told Her....

The Reason You Never Cross My Mind Because You Always On My Mind,

The Reason Why I Don't Like You Is Because I Love You,

The Reason I Don't Want You Is Because I Need You,

The Reason Why I Wouldn't Cry If You Left Me Because I'll Die If you Left Me,

The Reason i Wouldn't Live For You is Because I Would Die For You,

The Reason I'm Not Willing To Do Anything For U Is Because I would Do EVERYTHING For U

The Reason I Choose My Life Is Because You Are My Life

Night And Day

2010-05-03T04:58:00.000-07:00

I thought our love would last a while
I miss your eyes and tender smile
I miss your gentle touch and away
As much as I miss night and day

Emotions deep and painful past
And through it all I thought we'd last
Yet here I am in trembling fright
Oblivion, no day, no night

I miss those days with skies of blue
I miss those nights alone with you
You'd calm my fears and mend my heart
When day and night you would start

So many times you'd let me know
That I was safe when night's winds blow
With morning's brightness in your eyes
You start the day with clear blue skies

At night you'd dim the lights down low
And set loves passionate fire aglow
When morning's sunlight filled the room
Your waking kiss, my heart would swoon

And so it was you'd start the day
Until the nighttime came to play
If my Kristina went away
Oh, who will start the night and day?

Robert Louis Stevenson

2010-05-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

When the golden day is done,
Through the closing portal,
Child and garden, Flower and sun,
Vanish all things mortal.

As the blinding shadows fall
As the rays diminish,
Under evening's cloak they all
Roll away and vanish.

Garden darkened, daisy shut,
Child in bed, they slumber--
Glow-worm in the hallway rut,
Mice among the lumber.

In the darkness houses shine,
Parents move the candles;
Till on all the night divine
Turns the bedroom handles.

Till at last the day begins
In the east a-breaking,
In the hedges and the whins
Sleeping birds a-waking.

In the darkness shapes of things,
Houses, trees and hedges,
Clearer grow; and sparrow's wings
Beat on window ledges.

These shall wake the yawning maid;
She the door shall open--
Finding dew on garden glade
And the morning broken.

There my garden grows again
Green and rosy painted,
As at eve behind the pane
From my eyes it fainted.

Just as it was shut away,
Toy-like, in the even,
Here I see it glow with day
Under glowing heaven.

Every path and every plot,
Every blush of roses,
Every blue forget-me-not
Where the dew reposes,

"Up!" they cry, "the day is come
On the smiling valleys:
We have beat the morning drum;
Playmate, join your allies!"

Sometimes

2010-05-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep.

I wanna find a bridge and leap.

My feelings cut me deep.

Sometimes

I wanna cry.

I wanna kiss the world goodbye.

Sometimes

I feel locked up but Im free.

My heart feels cold to me.

People don't like me.

Sometimes

Death calls me.

Sometimes

I answer.

Sometimes....... I wished

times will change someone told me...but is it? the truth time will change and pass

ya may be it will pass but can never change wat I have done in the pass

sometimes feel like saying sry but the time juz aren't right haiz so death always call me

tell me r u guilty with ur action,I reli feel guilty so hell juz take me

4 wat i have done I prepare to go,but something I must be4 i go

I have to tell every1 tat i'm sry,tell the person i love the most wish them everyday when I gone

every ppl have given a life juz c u know how to use it wisely or not

hmm...I telling tis all 4 wat myself also didn't did anything good 4 my life

Iron man 2

2010-05-02T01:58:00.000-07:00

OMG Iron man 2 rocks and Cool

Six months after the end of the first movie, Tony Stark (Robert Downey, Jr.) has used his Iron Man armor to bring about a negotiated peace treaty between the major super powers of the world, and his immense popularity with the general public is only furthered when he fulfills his father's dream by opening the "Stark Expo", to showcase all the latest inventions that will benefit the world. Stark is, however, still vilified by the United States government, and Senator Stern (Gary Shandling) in particular, who demands that he hand his armor technology over for military application. Stark refuses, publicly shaming rival Justin Hammer (Sam Rockwell) in the process by highlighting his own failed attempts at recreating the technology. All is not well in Stark's life, however: he has discovered that the palladium in the arc reactor keeping his heart beating has begun to poison his body, slowly killing him, and all attempts to find a substitute element have failed. Slowly going off the rails as a consequence of what he believes to be his impending death, he appoints his former personal assistant Pepper Potts (Gwyneth Paltrow) CEO of Stark Industries, replacing her with Natalie Rushman (Scarlett Johansson).

While racing in Monaco, Stark is attacked by Ivan Vanko (Mickey Rourke), who has constructed a miniaturized arc reactor of his own, including whip-like attachments harnessing the electrical energy. Defeating Vanko with the aid of his Mark V armor (a transforming briefcase), Stark discovers that Vanko is the son of disgraced Russian physicist Anton Vanko, who collaborated on the first arc reactor with Stark's father Howard (John Slattery). Vanko is promptly broken out of jail by a revenge-seeking Justin Hammer, who puts him to work fashioning a line of "Iron Drones" that he will use to upstage Stark at his own Expo.

Tony throws what he believes will be his last birthday party and promptly proceeds to get drunk whilst wearing the Iron Man armor, forcing his friend Lt. Colonel James Rhodes (Don Cheadle) to don the Mark II armor and subdue him. Disgraced, Stark is approached by Nick Fury of S.H.I.E.L.D (Samuel L. Jackson), who provides him with a chest of his father's old artifacts that can hopefully be used to find a cure for his palladium poisoning. Reviewing the film reels in the chest, Stark discovers a message from his father that leads him to the original 1974 diorama of the Stark Expo: in reality, a disguised diagram for the atomic structure of a new element. Stark hand-builds a particle accelerator with the aid of his computer J.A.R.V.I.S. (voiced by Paul Bettany) and synthesizes this new element, creating a new triangular chest arc that cures his poisoning.

Simultaneously, at Stark Expo, Hammer unveils his new military drones, captained by Rhodes in a heavily-weaponized version of the confiscated Mark II armor. Stark arrives at the expo, and unfortunately, it is soon discovered that Vanko has complete control of both the drones and Rhodes's new armor, taking control and going on the attack moments after Stark arrives. As Stark battles against these remote-controlled enemies, Happy Hogan (Jon Favreau) and Natalie (an undercover S.H.I.E.L.D. agent named Natasha Romanoff) race to Hammer's Queens facility to stop Vanko. By the time they arrive, Vanko has already departed for the Expo in a new, more powerful suit of armor, but Natalie is able to give Rhodes control of his armor again so that he and Stark can fight Vanko together. The two armored allies combine their powers and successfully take Vanko down, but his armor and drones are revealed to have been equipped with self-destruct charges. As they begin to go off, Stark races to save Pepper, rescuing her at the last minute.After landing on a roof she quits her CEO position, and she finally gives Tony a kiss, to which they both find Rhodes sitting a few meters away. He then claims he was there first so they should get their own roof after Stark tries to defend himself.

At a debriefing, Fury informs Stark that while Stark is "unsuitable" for the "Avengers Initiative", S.H.I.E.L.D. wants Iron Man as a consultant. Stark agrees on the condition that Senator Stern present him and Col. Rhodes with their medals for bravery.

In a post-credits scene, S.H.I.E.L.D. agent Coulson (Clark Gregg) is seen driving to a remote impact crater in the New Mexico desert. As he informs Fury over the phone that they've "found it", the crater is shown to contain Mjolnir, the hammer of Thor.

Ip man 2

2010-05-02T00:27:00.000-07:00

i went with my gal Hooi Fan we go and c Ip man 2 at 1st of may ^^
cool man Ip man 2 is so nice and funny

Continuing from where the first film left off, Wing Chun master Ip Man and his family move to Hong Kong in the early 1950s after their escape from the Japanese. Ip Man decides to open a school to teach Wing Chun and propagate the martial art, as well as make his living. However, as Ip Man's fame is not well known in the region, he has a hard time looking for students. After more than a week, a young man named Wong Leung (Huang Xiaoming) appears and asks to be taught Wing Chun. Upon first meeting the unassuming Ip, Wong challenges him to a fight and declares he will take him as his master and pay his school fees if he loses. After a couple of rounds of sparring, Ip easily defeats Wong, sending the humiliated young man leaving and coming back with a group of his friends who attempt to gang up on Ip. However, they are no match for Ip as he beats them. Stunned and impressed by his skills, Wong and his friends become his students. Eventually, Wong brings in additional students.

One day, while Ip is out shopping for his family, he encounters his old friend Chow Ching-chuen (Simon Yam), who has become a beggar. Ip meets his son Kong-yiu, who tells him that his father suffered brain damage from a gunshot wound to the head while fleeing from the Japanese during their occupation years ago. As a result, Chow no longer recognizes anyone. Ip is saddened by his friend's fate and offers to help Kong-yiu take care of his father. He also helps Kong-yiu by finding him a job in a newspaper agency run by Leung Kan (Pierre Ngo), who earlier helped Ip find a suitable location for his Wing Chun school.

Meanwhile, Wong is caught pasting leaflets promoting Ip's school by Cheng Wai-kei and his friends, who are students practising Hung Ga. Cheng challenges Wong to a fight but loses. Although Wong won the fight, Cheng and his friends beat him up and take him back to their territory in the wet market. Ip receives word by the Hung Ga students to go and rescue Wong with money. When he reaches the market, Ip declares he has no money to give them and ends up in a huge fight with increasing numbers of Hung Ga students. Ip and Wong fight their way outside to meet Jin Shanzhao (Fan Siu-Wong), the martial artist and former bandit in the first film, with a group of his market co-workers who come to their rescue. Before things get more complicated, the local Hung Ga school master, Hung Chun-nam (Sammo Hung) arrives and breaks up the fight. However, Hung only listens to his students' side of the story and gets into a misunderstanding with Ip over their martial arts. Hung tells Ip that to set up his own school, he must be subjected to challenges posed by other martial arts masters in order for his Wing Chun art to be recognized. Ip, Wong and Jin are subsequently arrested by Fatso (Kent Cheng) for disturbing the peace. Later, Ip's wife Wing-sing, who is pregnant with their second child, goes to bail her husband out with money from Leung. Hung collects money from the other masters and himself to give to Superintendant Wallace of the police force monthly as protection fees.

Ip comes to the martial arts association hall to be subjected to fights with other martial arts masters. After winning in every fight culminating with a draw with Hung, Ip is allowed to keep running his school though he is ordered to pay up his monthly protection fees, which he refuses. Later, Hung's students stop people from joining Ip's Wing Chun school, which eventually causes a fight between them and Ip's students on the streets. Ip is forced to close his school due to residents' complaints. He goes to pay a visit to Hung to ask him to stop bothering him and his students. After a talk about the importance of one's family and beliefs, Ip and Hung come to an understanding, with the latter beginning to show respect for the Wing Chun master. He invites Ip and his students to a boxing competition held by the British to witness how the foreigners fight. Hung and his students help the British set up the location of the competition but almost come to blows with Wallace over his refusal of payment for their work.

The boxing competition begins with the various martial art schools displaying their skills at the opening ceremony. However, the boxing champion Twister (Darren Shahlavi) looks down on the Chinese martial arts and goes to the ring to openly taunt and beat the students, causing chaos as the masters try to break up the fight. As the reputation of the Chinese martial arts is at risk, Hung accepts a challenge by Twister to a fight. At first, both fighters are evenly matched, but Hung begins to weaken from shortness of breath and beaten severely. Although Ip tries to persuade Hung to stop the fight, the Hung Ga master is determined to prove himself and regain his fellow Chinese's honor and spirit. Ip and the other masters can only watch Hung helplessly as he is beaten to death by Twister.

News of Hung's death rapidly spread through the enraged Chinese populace. Leung is arrested by the police under Wallace's orders for revealing the truth in the competition in his newspapers and is beaten by the superintendant, but Fatso sets him free without further harm. Later, he assists Leung with his news by giving out information of his superior's corrupt dealings in the police force. Meanwhile, Wallace holds a press conference stating that Hung's death was an accident, with Twister announcing that he will accept any challenge from the Chinese out of goodwill. Ip arrives and challenges Twister to a duel to uphold the Chinese pride and honor.

While Wing-sing goes into labor, Ip begins his fight with Twister in the boxing competition. Like Hung, Ip is evenly matched with Twister as the boxer is much more tougher and stronger in his blows. After an attempt by the British to disallow Ip to use kicks during the fight, Ip is severely beaten several times by Twister. Eventually, he finds a way to get to Twister's weak spots and defeats the boxer. As the Chinese audience cheers, Wallace is arrested by his fellow officers in the police force thanks to the information publicized by Leung and Fatso. Ip gives a speech to the British people, stating that both Chinese and Western martial arts, although different in many ways, are equal and that both races should come to understand and respect each other. Ip goes home and reunites with his family, with Wing-sing having successfully given birth to their second child. A final scene shows Wong introducing a 10 year old boy to Ip who wishes to study Wing Chun: Bruce Lee. However, Ip tells the boy he should come back to him later when he is older. Years later, Bruce Lee, in his teenage years, begins to study Wing Chun under the tutelage of Ip.

Ip man reli nice at the end the ip man receive another student tat 1 2 learn "wing chun" and tats bruce lee tat small kid was like so cute OMG duno where they found tat kid to act so like the reli bruce lee....haha reli damn funny wei and cool and awesome and nice ^^

2010-04-30T07:53:00.000-07:00

some times live is like tat u thought the friend of urs is reli ur best friend but at the end they backstep u ,snach the person u love the most,break ur friendship with another party,gossip all the bad stuff about u....haiz reli hate it man don't u all ever feel wat if tat reli happen on u

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?

losing everyone around you in such little time.

I try not to worry since they're left in the past

but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.

It's hard to hide behind this frown,

When on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown.

I've lost everyone that meant the world to me.

All I have left of them are these memories.

You have no idea how badly I want them back.

But they've left me in the past which was their plan of attack.

The pain of losing them will never go away.

I'm tired of feeling like this everyday.

I feel like I no longer belong.

I fake my happiness to show nothing's wrong.

2010-04-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

Sis u r the 1 hu I always respect the most

now i wrote a poem to show u were the most

hope u can like it the most

love ya' >.< ♥

One plus one equals two you see

But somehow it's different with you and me

When we're together we share one mind

A happier pair you'll never find

I'm only complete when you are near

To lose you someday is my biggest fear

You know my dreams and my every thought

No stronger bond could ever be sought

We have a lot in common it's true

But who'd have thought, who ever knew

Twins we're not, so it's not ESP

But I'm not complete unless you're with me

More than friends, I can't explain it all

With you as my sister I feel 10 feet tall

As sisters and friends we're quite a pair

One soul, one mind is what we share

You make my world a better place

I live each day to see your face

It takes two halves to make a whole

My heart and yours we make one soul

2010-04-30T07:44:00.000-07:00

So I sit here thinking about that day

that god sent me an angel, and I thank him for not taking you away.

Because you changed my world with a blink on an eye

that is something I cannot deny.

You are a best friend that will always be there

because you are a best friend that really cares.

You really don't know what you have done for me

you pushed me to be the best thing I can be.

When I'm with you I can't cry a single tear

and your touch chases away all of my fear.

You really are an angel sent from above

to take care of me and show me what is love.

Now I have found what I am looking for

and that is your love and nothing more.

You made my sadness and worries a thing of the past

because you showed me a love that will last.

Man what we have just feels so right

because when I am in the darkness you show me the light.

I am so happy knowing that we are really never apart

because you have always remained in my heart.

Trust me [name] you will always be my best friend

and that is because my love for you will never end.

I wish I could talk to you till the end of the day

but now I am running out of things to say.

So I'll end this by a line you already know

and that is I Love You more then I can ever show!!!

2010-04-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

I love you

I will never forget you,

Though I may meet someone new

But a part of my heart

Will forever belong to you.

I know it won’t be easy,

And I'll miss you every second

But everything in life,

Comes with a special lesson.

Letting go is hard

But when all the sadness clears

There will not be a reason

To shed another tear.

What we had was priceless

And you will always hold my heart

But now that our love is gone

We must forever part.

My love you took for granted

But I gave it anyway

And still you overlook me

Even to this day.

Of all the times you hurt me

And all the times I’ve cried

I think of why I worked so hard

And why I even tried.

You said you’d love me forever

But forever has come and gone

And still I sit and wonder

Where it all went wrong.

But now I see what’s really there

And there’s nothing I could have done

You can’t help who you love

And I just wasn’t the one.

Maybe someday down the road

Our paths will intertwine

And once again I can hold you

And know you are mine.

But until the day, if it even comes

You will only be in my mind

For now it’s time for me to see

If it’s true love I can find.

We had some really good times

And we had some really bad,

But the strength to keep on going

Neither of us had.

I’m sorry our time has ended

And we couldn’t make things work

But then I think of all the times

You acted like a jerk.

I know I wasn’t perfect

But I gave you all I had

And if we were so deep in love

Why does it feel so bad?

I still have a lot of questions

And I still wonder why

But now all I can do is say

I love you and goodbye.

poems

2010-04-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

You must highlight the whole black space then onli u can c words appear

I keep it i dark so ppl can don't comment so much ==

You Were There

when tears fell from my eyes
you were there to brush them away
when I was lost in confusion
you were there to say that everything would be okay
when I stood before you falling apart
you were there to lend your heart
when I felt like no one could understand
you were there to take my hand
when no one else was left to care
you were there

Poems

2010-04-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

The poem I write may be not nice

but hope u will like it bcoz 4 me my poem is reli nice

I’m so sorry

there was this one friend I could always trust
this one friend was always with us
he saved me in more ways than one
he made me smile when everything was wrong
then one day I screwed it all up
that day at the derby I think he heard me
I spoke from my heart as I was falling apart
as I pressed send I should have known it would end
I should have hit delete; then I wouldn't weep
I cried all the way home; I felt all alone
I want to tell him now
he's the only one my dad would allow
to talk to me at midnight
to see me in the daylight
does he realize
that in my eyes
there are tears from the many fears
of losing him forever?

If I said I was sorry would this friend of mine let me know in some way that he forgives me? If not I completely understand I screwed up the one and only friendship that I NEVER wanted to lose.

I'm Sorry!

this poem is all about tell sorry to 1 of my friend name suri last time I'm a bit to annoying tats y course so many trouble but now I'd change

To all friends

2010-04-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

All world language Birthday song

English

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you...

happy birthday to you

chinese

祝生日快乐，

祝生日快乐…

祝生日快乐

malay

selamat hari jadi,

selamat hari jadi...

selamat hari jadi

Arabic

[هبّي بيرثدي] إلى أنت,

[هبّي بيرثدي] إلى أنت…

[هبّي بيرثدي] إلى أنت

bulgarian

Честит рожден ден да ви,

Честит рожден ден да ви

Честит рожден ден,

Честит рожден ден да ви ... да ви

Czech

Šťastné narozeniny ,

šťastné narozeniny ,

Šťastné narozky . . .

všechno nejlepší k narozeninám

Danish( not ppl but language)

Tillykke med fødselsdagen til dem,

tillykke med fødselsdagen til dem,

tillykke med fødselsdagen dem ...

tillykke med fødselsdagen til dem

Dutch

gelukkige verjaardag aan u,

gelukkige verjaardag aan u…

gelukkige verjaardag aan u

Farsi

شاد به مناسبت سالگرد تولد شما,

شاد به مناسبت سالگرد تولد خواهد بود.

شاد به مناسبت سالگرد تولد شما

finnish

hyvää syntymäpäivää teille

hyvää syntymäpäivää teille,

teille hyvää syntymäpäivää...

teille hyvää syntymäpäivää

French

joyeux anniversaire,

joyeux anniversaire…

joyeux anniversaire

Cantonese

恭祝你福壽與天齊

慶賀你生辰快樂

年年都有今日歲歲都有今朝

恭喜你恭喜你

German

alles Gute zum Geburtstag

alles Gute zum Geburtstag…

alles Gute zum Geburtstag

Greek

χρόνια πολλά,

… χρόνια πολλά

χρόνια πολλά

Hausa

Faranta wa duniya,

faranta wa duniya,

faranta wa duniya da ...

murna cika shekara da

Hebrew

יום הולדת שמח לכם,

יום הולדת שמח לכם ...

יום הולדת שמח לכם

Hindi

खुशी जन्मदिन पर आप को

खुश करने के लिए जन्मदिन पर आप,

सुखी जन्मदिन है ... आप

से आप खुश जन्मदिन

Hungarian

Boldog születésnap nektek,

boldog születésnap nektek,

boldog születésnap, te...

boldog születésnap, te

Italian

buon compleanno,

buon compleanno…

buon compleanno

Japanese

誕生日おめでとう、

誕生日おめでとう…

誕生日おめでとう

Korean

생일 축하 합니다,

생일 축하 합니다…

생일 축하 합니다

Norwegian

Lykkelige fødselsdag til deg,

lykkelige fødselsdag til deg,

lykkelige fødselsdag til deg ...

lykksalig fødselsdag til deg

Pashto

زېږ كاليزې خوشحاله، تاسو ته

زېږ كاليزې، تاسو ته

ستاسو د زېږېدنې ...

خوشحاله زېږ كاليزه تاسو ته

Polish

Życzenia urodzinowe dla was,

Zyczenia urodzinowe do was,

aby was Zyczenia urodzinowe

Zyczenia urodzinowe do was...

Portuguese

feliz aniversário,

feliz aniversário…

feliz aniversário

Romanian

La multi ani.,

fericit ziua de nastere la tine,

la multi ani. ...

la multi ani.

Russian

c днем рожденья,

c днем рожденья…

c днем рожденья

Serbian

Srećan rođendan da vam

srećan rođendan da vam

srećan rođendan za Vas ...

Srećan rođendan da vas

Spanish

feliz cumpleaños,

feliz cumpleaños…

feliz cumpleaños

swedish

lycklig födelsedag till dig,

lycklig födelsedag till dig…,

lycklig födelsedag till dig

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TDC 12

2010-04-25T15:12:00.000-07:00

TDC 12 is back every1 ^^

the Date is on 10th-13th of June,

Fees is RM90,

At Bandar Utama Buddist Society,

Theme is Take 2

hope all the members of the TDC 11 can join back bcoz u know how cool is it

The Days at home

2010-04-25T15:05:00.000-07:00

The Days at home reli make me 1 2 die y all my family members can't understand wat i reli 1ed? is it I didn't think about them 1st ? or bcoz I didn't study hard n my studies?
I feel like killing all of them in juz one shot but tat can never happen bcoz I don't think I have the braveness to kill them....
I felt so many pain them they juz can't seems to understand wat kind of pain I have in mind
I speak out to them they juz said don't think so much lar or c....c.... ply 2 much com think all those bullshit stuff go back to study now....
y can't juz they understand I felt the pain is worse then dying...everyday thinking about dying onli never had 1 time think about oh thx god 4 giving me such a great family never ever think about tat....y? bcoz u all duno even how to care about ur children
well I don't blame if them can't reli understand me bcoz sometimes I did a lot of wrong also make them angry,dissapointed ,regrade and many more
hope I won't go kill myself as times go on
I think tats all I had to said to so call "My Family"
ya tats all hope u all can reli understand me

new post ^^

2010-03-16T23:11:00.000-07:00

wow had been a long time I didn't updated my blog and 2day I'm back a....haha juz now b4 1 2 sign I almost 4got my password ^^but now I'm in yeah ^^

so a.. where should I start o?...ok start from my form 4 life well the 1st day of schl is totally suckz doing noting juz go there and c which class u in and guest wat i when in to 4MPV and tats catering class well catering is all about cooking and decorating ur dish but as times go on I told my dad i when in to catering but my dad scold me and said "wat a fool" r u....can't u think!!!? if u in catering class next time u 1 in college u 1 change 2 engineering or others u can't...is bcoz u didn't learn the basic of tat subject but if u now in engineering class u next time 1 2 take catering is "sub sub water"

haiz actually myself also 1 2 get in to engineering class is juz tat I duno u can juz walk in without and credit..-.- teacher got pass us a paper and on paper wrote engineering requirement is 5A's but I onli got 2's so I when in to catering.....then the next few days i ask few of my friends wat they got 4 their result in PMR and now they wat class? one of them said I onli have 2 A's but I'm in engineering class == damn I duno 2 A's is allowed 2 in engineering so after my father knew about my situation then he went 2 schl how teacher can change me in a better class........

well as told I can b in engineering class but I had 2 promise I will pass all my subject in engineering class by the 1st monthly test and do u know wat!! b4 the March holidays I get 1 paper back edi and tats physics hurey I get fail....=.=" damn.........haiz so tats means I will b requested 2 change 2 other class as promise after the holidays .............

haiz life is suckz I try my best and I have fate tat I can pass... suddenly the paper give me the f***ing result

the day after PMR

2009-10-30T12:59:00.000-07:00

haiz the day after PMR is reli very boring
very day onli hale of my class going to schl sometimes is onli 8 person!!!!!
haiz me gtg schl bcoz my parents others bcoz of frend
and now I have 2 find a job bcoz my parent don't 1 me stay at home!!!
oh god!!!

the decoration flower com petition

2009-10-30T12:50:00.000-07:00

well we run as 3ppl group is mean 3 person in a group
well I was add in bcoz 1 of the team name Black Rose their team mates can't attend schl on tat day
tat group have Suet Ying as a group leader
and team members are me and a person call jason

activities after PMR

2009-10-30T12:23:00.000-07:00

we were having cup cakes competition and decoration flower competition

Class Picture with teacher

2009-08-01T14:58:00.000-07:00

haha this class picture Funny right lolz man.....the 1st picture eveyone was like kena H1N1
I was laughing like hell I didn't know my class was tat crazy,was tat Rock,was tat Cute haha

2009-06-28T14:26:00.000-07:00

TDC camp video that the committee had record
so cool man

2009-06-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

TEEN DHARMA CAMP ROCKS........

TDC 11 group picture

2009-06-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

This TDCamp is the best Camp that I ever been so I will continue joining TDC no matter what

My Group Tiger Swallowtail

2009-06-28T05:18:00.001-07:00

Team leader:-->Chao

Team member -Vincent Tan

-Phuah Wai Rhong

-Chuan Xin Vee

-Tan Ke Jia

-Chua Siew May

-Ng May Yee

-Vivian Gan Wei Wern

-Tan Ger Ean

-Brian Chong Sern Yang and tats me

The butterfly's Group

2009-06-28T02:43:00.000-07:00

the last day of the camp

2009-06-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

everybody taking pictures and asking 4 e-mails and phn number... and taking schl,groups pictures

2009-06-28T02:13:00.000-07:00

writing wishing note on the hand(Haiz cannot find a paper meh guna soup wash...wash... the notes also chao edi lah haiz...)

2009-06-28T02:12:00.000-07:00

this the main hall for Jing Lou San